Sunday, August 20, 2006
I duno exactly how to feel and what to feel. Without a doubt, im gg thru a rough patch now... with ber. We kinda made a decision last night but, i just had to fall asleep while waiting for his reply, we were msging and i was really tired. Shrugs, i duno if i made the right move, decision, gave the right suggestion. Im feeling lousy. Period.
The feeling this afternoon was totally weird, I have nv felt it before, NEVER also i knew just what was going on, if not for jie, guess the whole thing will just continue and continue and continue..... I shldnt have done what i did, once bitten twice shy but i never once learnt my lesson, all because of the one word - insecurity. Im really tempted to do something but i can predict the outcome. I love him, i really do and i know he loves me too. I duno, im really feeling horrible. Lord, please help me!
Anyway ber's at my place now, fixing my internet connection. My heart is wrecking inside out. Shrugs. Dear friends, i hope everything is well on your side.
♥ love & blessings
21:43
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
