Friday, October 13, 2006
Watched World Trade Center last night. A very touching typical cry-it-all-out story but with a different way to deliever it's story, in my view. Really really meaningful, it speaks of treasuring your love one and to express how much they really mean to you. I cried a bucket. And boy was i surprised, our dear sleepy mr tan was awake throughout the movie.
As i read and replied my girls, i was reminded of my past; my naive innocent past relationships, two to be exact. No it is not that i have entered many nor are they fabulous to rave or brag about, instead im just really thankful for them, the experience and definately, most importantly, for mr bernard tan who came yakking along into my life. Why yakking? Cos that's how i gotta know him, haha.
The first time i met ber was in my early sec one days, the tender age of a teenage life. My first impression of him was definately not a good one though it was memorable, one that i'll nv forget that i secretly swore to myself, never to see him again, the smelly duper ah beng. And who knows what God had planned for us, a year or so later, there he is present in my cell group. He changed a lot i must say, atleast for his apperance cos i didnt know him that well then, was really taken aback when he introduced himself. Hah more refined looking (than before). The first conversation we had after year or so was him teasing and taunting me bout the heartbreak i was nursing. We became rather close after, esp when we were both in the committee for TeensConnect. There was however this silent moment between us along the way though due to some really childish reason/incident, thinking bout it makes me laugh. But im really glad, bernard tan took the initiative to break the ice, yet again. And two years after my first encounter with him, we were together =)
It's been one hellva ride in this relationship but im really grateful we both stood strong for each other, by each other together through the obstacles. The journey was tough and i believe it will be even tougher but i believe my faith for God and him will not let me down. I cant be certain we will be together at the end, though i really pray for it to happen but im just very thankful for him, esp thankful for God, for bringing him into my life. Bernard tan has unknowingly taught me many values in life and many other stuffs too. I'll never trade anything for this priceless journey and i definately know, this is something i'll never regret embraking on. I really pray, really pray hard that we will last and our love for each other will never die. My source of love, my souce of companion, my source of hope, my source of faith and my source of anger (hah), my source of everything. I'll learn to appreciate him and treasure him more than i used to and let him know how much he means to me. And thanking my Daddy for him.
Ahh so mushy, heh! It must be the effect of the movie last night, ahha. Anyway rah tagged nic this ahwile back, it's really meaningful and i would very much like to share with you guys. Easier said than done, as always but it is true. I cant rem the exact phrase though... We'll always be searching for our right one, only to find our right one beside us all these while. =)
Moving on to my family. Im really blessed to have them, no words can amount to that. Im really thankful that as years moved on, im glad and proud to say that ive grown much closer to mom. I really love them dearly, i really do. As much as ive always complain and complain bout them, they truly mean a lot to me. =)
Internship @ VOX
Am in a lazy mood today, no energy to do anything heh! As usual, work is piling but im enjoying myself! =) Went for my first presentation yesterday and i was unfortunatel not dressed appropriately or so i think. Thought it was a follow up meeting, so i just simply wore my khaki skirt and a white tee with heels. Nevertheless, glad i had my jacket with me. It's really funny to see andre rehearsing and rehearsing over and over again, knowing his bo chap attitude. Hhaha. It was indeed an eye opener, though it's very similar to our presentation at sch minus the intense Q&A.
Been working on master plan, program schedule, minutes, mater plan, program schedule, mintues this week, just learnt how to do quotation, something new =) There's one waiting for me to complete now though. Hah! This month is very much on follow ups and all (the right terminology to use would be servicing, atleast in this company) for the next two months, where most of our events will take place.
Am pretty comfortable with the speed of learning and i thank God for that! Guess it is also very much of the timing, like how this is the quieter period and the months to come will be the peak. Oh well, thank you Daddy!
Im really sleepy *yawn and lethargic *boo
As i read and replied my girls, i was reminded of my past; my naive innocent past relationships, two to be exact. No it is not that i have entered many nor are they fabulous to rave or brag about, instead im just really thankful for them, the experience and definately, most importantly, for mr bernard tan who came yakking along into my life. Why yakking? Cos that's how i gotta know him, haha.
The first time i met ber was in my early sec one days, the tender age of a teenage life. My first impression of him was definately not a good one though it was memorable, one that i'll nv forget that i secretly swore to myself, never to see him again, the smelly duper ah beng. And who knows what God had planned for us, a year or so later, there he is present in my cell group. He changed a lot i must say, atleast for his apperance cos i didnt know him that well then, was really taken aback when he introduced himself. Hah more refined looking (than before). The first conversation we had after year or so was him teasing and taunting me bout the heartbreak i was nursing. We became rather close after, esp when we were both in the committee for TeensConnect. There was however this silent moment between us along the way though due to some really childish reason/incident, thinking bout it makes me laugh. But im really glad, bernard tan took the initiative to break the ice, yet again. And two years after my first encounter with him, we were together =)
It's been one hellva ride in this relationship but im really grateful we both stood strong for each other, by each other together through the obstacles. The journey was tough and i believe it will be even tougher but i believe my faith for God and him will not let me down. I cant be certain we will be together at the end, though i really pray for it to happen but im just very thankful for him, esp thankful for God, for bringing him into my life. Bernard tan has unknowingly taught me many values in life and many other stuffs too. I'll never trade anything for this priceless journey and i definately know, this is something i'll never regret embraking on. I really pray, really pray hard that we will last and our love for each other will never die. My source of love, my souce of companion, my source of hope, my source of faith and my source of anger (hah), my source of everything. I'll learn to appreciate him and treasure him more than i used to and let him know how much he means to me. And thanking my Daddy for him.
Ahh so mushy, heh! It must be the effect of the movie last night, ahha. Anyway rah tagged nic this ahwile back, it's really meaningful and i would very much like to share with you guys. Easier said than done, as always but it is true. I cant rem the exact phrase though... We'll always be searching for our right one, only to find our right one beside us all these while. =)
Moving on to my family. Im really blessed to have them, no words can amount to that. Im really thankful that as years moved on, im glad and proud to say that ive grown much closer to mom. I really love them dearly, i really do. As much as ive always complain and complain bout them, they truly mean a lot to me. =)
Internship @ VOX
Am in a lazy mood today, no energy to do anything heh! As usual, work is piling but im enjoying myself! =) Went for my first presentation yesterday and i was unfortunatel not dressed appropriately or so i think. Thought it was a follow up meeting, so i just simply wore my khaki skirt and a white tee with heels. Nevertheless, glad i had my jacket with me. It's really funny to see andre rehearsing and rehearsing over and over again, knowing his bo chap attitude. Hhaha. It was indeed an eye opener, though it's very similar to our presentation at sch minus the intense Q&A.
Been working on master plan, program schedule, minutes, mater plan, program schedule, mintues this week, just learnt how to do quotation, something new =) There's one waiting for me to complete now though. Hah! This month is very much on follow ups and all (the right terminology to use would be servicing, atleast in this company) for the next two months, where most of our events will take place.
Am pretty comfortable with the speed of learning and i thank God for that! Guess it is also very much of the timing, like how this is the quieter period and the months to come will be the peak. Oh well, thank you Daddy!
Im really sleepy *yawn and lethargic *boo
♥ love & blessings
11:58
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
