Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I've a whole lot chunk in my mind, both good and not so good matters, that I wish to blog yet I simply can't seemed to be able to type it out.
Migrane is starting to act up again.
Enjoyed the journey back.
Enjoyed the conversation we shared.
Enjoyed the silent moments.
Enjoyed the dinner.
Enjoyed the whole process, everything.
Despite not knowing the full story, the news that came certainly didnt any of us happy.
Yet I believe everything is in the hands of God.
Am very happy about the prayer session I shared with aunty.
I know all will be well, this is a test.
Faith is what we need most now.
Dear Jesus, I know You hear our prayer and I know even more so that You are with us through it all, leading and guiding us, never left our side. Lord, I know this whole ordeal will only make us stronger, much stronger. Thank you Jesus for pulling us through, thank you Jesus for hearing our prayer. Amen!
Alright, my headache is acting again.
♥ love & blessings
20:34
Sunday, April 22, 2007
The Servant King
From heaven You came, helpless babe
Entered our world, Your glory veiled
Not to be served but to serve
And give Your life that we might live
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
There in the garden of tears
My heavy load He chose to bear;
His heart with sorrow was torn,
Yet not my will, but Yours he said.
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
Come see His hands and his feet
The scars that speak of sacrifice
Hands that flung stars into space
To cruel nails surrendered
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
So let us learn now to serve,
And in our lives enthrone Him
Each other's needs to prefer
For it is Christ we're serving
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
Entered our world, Your glory veiled
Not to be served but to serve
And give Your life that we might live
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
There in the garden of tears
My heavy load He chose to bear;
His heart with sorrow was torn,
Yet not my will, but Yours he said.
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
Come see His hands and his feet
The scars that speak of sacrifice
Hands that flung stars into space
To cruel nails surrendered
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
So let us learn now to serve,
And in our lives enthrone Him
Each other's needs to prefer
For it is Christ we're serving
This is our God, the Servant King;
He calls us now to follow Him
To bring our lives as a daily offering
Of worship to the Servant King.
Truly am feeling very loved and blessed by our Heavenly Daddy. The past weeks of feeling misery and all has all be washed and taken away by Him! And the very person that He used to bring happiness back to me was none other then my dear siamese twin, Sarah. She cleared so much questions I had within me, cleared so much of the doubts that I was facing and most importantly, she brought me to see the light once again, bringing the happiness in my heart, the smile on my face! Amen! She truly is God sent! And I truly share a more than friendship relationship with my her! =) I remembered the time back in TP while we were studying, she too like me was so unclear about God, though we believed so much in Him. Was really glad when I helped her see the light during the heart to heart talk we shared and now, my dear twin Sarah is here helping me. Thank you my dear, thank you so much!! Huggs. I now do not live in that misery any longer, clouded with so much doubts, I truly am SO happy!
Happy for all the blessing He has blessed me with yesterday, today and tomorrow! We dont do backup for God, He does the backup for us, even when things arent going our way, He will never short change us! Why do we need faith? Cos there is fear. When there's faith, faith in God, our fears are all gone! Confidences is from God and on Him, not on our own. This confidences is the faith that we hold so strongly that we believe He will answer each and every of our prayer. Amen Amen!! =)
Happy for all the blessing He has blessed me with yesterday, today and tomorrow! We dont do backup for God, He does the backup for us, even when things arent going our way, He will never short change us! Why do we need faith? Cos there is fear. When there's faith, faith in God, our fears are all gone! Confidences is from God and on Him, not on our own. This confidences is the faith that we hold so strongly that we believe He will answer each and every of our prayer. Amen Amen!! =)
♥ love & blessings
15:51
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Work's tiring, not that it is very much demanding, just the workload is never ending plus the everyday OT, not complaining thought! And finally my body system decided to give in, had a reallg bad sore throat before lunch and when I got back to my desk, the hours ahead were like spending time in a super duper cold room, the tips of my figners were numb together with the horrible body ache. Initially I thought it was the aircon and prob the way I was sitting but as I continue working, it got worst and I finally told Alisa I really had to go. Knocked off in the car and when I got home, realised how hot my body was, according to Ber, it was hot hot hot, hahahha. Goodness and now I'm on 3 days MC yet I'm feeling bad bout it cos work is piling and Shaoyan got OT till 11pm everyday, bah! Will be back tomorrow!! Hang on, haha!
Inital dinner date with my dear girls yesterday at Far East for ramen but cos of my fever, they came over instead. Really appreciate it very much dears! =) I really am amaze how our friendship has bossom, last night was like.... I also don't know how to put it but the whole feeling was just truly comforting and amazing, we just sat in the living room and watch tv, each making ourselve feel comfy, Ade even lied on my sofa the whole time and not forgetting Yan who came much earlier, she too was lying on the sofa making herself so comfy the whole aftnn, ahh, the comfort and bond between all of us, truly am so thankful how our friendship and grown! =) LOVE YOU GIRLS VERY MUCH! Hugss
Inital dinner date with my dear girls yesterday at Far East for ramen but cos of my fever, they came over instead. Really appreciate it very much dears! =) I really am amaze how our friendship has bossom, last night was like.... I also don't know how to put it but the whole feeling was just truly comforting and amazing, we just sat in the living room and watch tv, each making ourselve feel comfy, Ade even lied on my sofa the whole time and not forgetting Yan who came much earlier, she too was lying on the sofa making herself so comfy the whole aftnn, ahh, the comfort and bond between all of us, truly am so thankful how our friendship and grown! =) LOVE YOU GIRLS VERY MUCH! Hugss
♥ love & blessings
12:02
Friday, April 13, 2007
Parents are off for a getaway to Phuket alone with Uncle Tan and Aunty Chin without the children tagging along, second honeymoney for both, sis and I would say!
Anwyay, am working at SIM now, which explains my hiatus. Never had I had so many paper cuts before at one go, had like 5 paper cuts during work yesterday! Goodness, the power of a piece of paper! Work's pretty much easy except for the load due to the peak period, finally moved on to data entry and gosh, took like bout an hour odd plus to key in 20 applications only! How slow!
Will stop temp-ing after this stint, I have to start pathing out my future! Hopefully all will go well this recruitment, though honestly as much as I'm praying hard to get through, my hopes are not high. Like Justin said, if the Big Guy wants me to, I will. Then again, I believe all that He has planned are for my own good! Hopefully this path is His will.
Alrighty, off to pick the boyf!
Anwyay, am working at SIM now, which explains my hiatus. Never had I had so many paper cuts before at one go, had like 5 paper cuts during work yesterday! Goodness, the power of a piece of paper! Work's pretty much easy except for the load due to the peak period, finally moved on to data entry and gosh, took like bout an hour odd plus to key in 20 applications only! How slow!
Will stop temp-ing after this stint, I have to start pathing out my future! Hopefully all will go well this recruitment, though honestly as much as I'm praying hard to get through, my hopes are not high. Like Justin said, if the Big Guy wants me to, I will. Then again, I believe all that He has planned are for my own good! Hopefully this path is His will.
Alrighty, off to pick the boyf!
♥ love & blessings
16:04
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Count Your Blessings
When upon life's billows you are tempest tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will keep singing as the days go by.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
When you look at others with their lands and gold,
Think that Christ has promised you His wealth untold;
Count your many blessings. Wealth can never buy
Your reward in heaven, nor your home on high.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
So, amid the conflict whether great or small,
Do not be disheartened, God is over all;
Count your many blessings, angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey's end.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
When upon life's billows you are tempest tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will keep singing as the days go by.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
When you look at others with their lands and gold,
Think that Christ has promised you His wealth untold;
Count your many blessings. Wealth can never buy
Your reward in heaven, nor your home on high.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
So, amid the conflict whether great or small,
Do not be disheartened, God is over all;
Count your many blessings, angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey's end.
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.
♥ love & blessings
09:55
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I've always believe someday, my this stubborn, hot headed, strong headed of mine sure leads me to deep shit, wont it? And sure it did! Landed myself into some sticky situation that almost left me in debt, nearing $3k! Heh!
And I will really never learn my lesson till I fall hard!
Being so sick of stayin home and dying or a job, when a job opportunity came, I just took it immediately without giving myself other chances esp since I've got two other interview after the first. Being so happy and contented, I blindly signed a three months contract, which I cant say blindly also cos it is part of the procedure then again according to my mom, she said I can always dont sign and dont take up the job, anyway contract signed and the next day reality striked!
The job is the most easiest job ever, really! Start punctually and end ON THE DOT, boss is nice, no OT, office only 5 pple including myself aft the lady go off for labour, work load pretty much easy. It is really too good to be true but really, it is just great BUT the boredom got into me the first day of work and decided to quit. Heh!
But like I mentioned, due to the contract, if I would to quit, I would have to compensate the agency, three months pay which amount close to $3k. Totally insane! The whole situation really stressed me out till I fell sick, I am not kidding! Hhahah. Praise the Lord, like the saying, if He bring you to it, He'll bring you through it, AMEN and He did!! Hhahah! It was really a miracle! Not only do I not have to compensate, I think I'm being compensate instead. Heh! Too risky to mention much here, incase I get the company into trouble but I must say the boss was really the best, really one of the best boss I've ever seen!
Have been thinking about a lot of what if, what if, what if and it came to a point where it really dwell deep into me, I've always believe the Lord has His plans for us and He wont bring us to a situation for nothing and true enough, this whole situation sure is a blessing in disguise.
Never would I ever image I will be speakin to this as-good-as-a-lost-in-touch friend due to some issue back then in sec sch days. I really never image I'll ever speak to her needless to say having her to help me but the Lord is ever so gracious to bring our friendship back through this situation. Sure there were weird awkward moments when we met yesterday but I am more glad bout being friends again than worried bout those moments =)
I doubt you'll ever be reading this Nian Whye, but really want to thank you so much for taking up the job despite knowing my reason and I am really glad we arre talking once again =) And we'll be meeting for lunch tmr! =)
Also, dear Kai Zhuan, doubt you'll read this ever too but I really want to thank you for providing so much info and tryin to think of ways to help me too! =)
Really am so thankful for everything! Thank you Jesus!
Have been reading Heaven is so Real! and one very good lesson I've learnt is to have faith in our Heavenly Father always, no matter what situation we're in, always having faith. "What ever that is not from faith is sin." Rom 14:23 So that makes worry a sin and the most frequent sin I commits for I've to admit, I am a worrywart. This I worry, that I worry, everything I also worry.
"So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil or spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
Therefore do not worry, saying "What shall we eat?" or "What shall we drink?" or "What shall we wear?" Forafter all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things."
Indeed,
"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things" Matt 6:28-34
Many things have happened since I've last blogged and sure it was truly demoralising me like no other business. But the above verses sure were my source of strength that kept my faith going and allowing me to learn to lean on God more so. And AMEN of all AMEN, my faith did not fail me. Not only did He solve and bring me outta them, He brought sweeter and better fruits outta it =)
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path" Proverbs 3:5
"Cast all your anxieties upon Him, for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
Now you all must be thinking that the book has influenced me and true it did, a whole lot and it really made me wake up in a way more or less. My dear friends, believers or not, I truly encourage you guys to read the book. Take it as a novel, it truly is meaningful and inspiring too. Hey, I dont read books okay and Im not stuck to the book =)
Anyway, for all updates, I am now working for my mom, doing data enty, tomorrow is my last day, hahah. Working for her is the best thing cos breakfast, lunch and dinner are provided for, hahah and I am still paid! Heh! And next Monday, I will be working at SIM doing registration matters.
I havent met any of you guys for the longest period esp my IJ babes. Really miss you girls!! We've gotta meet up soooon!!
Gosh, didnt realise it such long post. Alrighty, miss all of you, really!!! Hugss
And I will really never learn my lesson till I fall hard!
Being so sick of stayin home and dying or a job, when a job opportunity came, I just took it immediately without giving myself other chances esp since I've got two other interview after the first. Being so happy and contented, I blindly signed a three months contract, which I cant say blindly also cos it is part of the procedure then again according to my mom, she said I can always dont sign and dont take up the job, anyway contract signed and the next day reality striked!
The job is the most easiest job ever, really! Start punctually and end ON THE DOT, boss is nice, no OT, office only 5 pple including myself aft the lady go off for labour, work load pretty much easy. It is really too good to be true but really, it is just great BUT the boredom got into me the first day of work and decided to quit. Heh!
But like I mentioned, due to the contract, if I would to quit, I would have to compensate the agency, three months pay which amount close to $3k. Totally insane! The whole situation really stressed me out till I fell sick, I am not kidding! Hhahah. Praise the Lord, like the saying, if He bring you to it, He'll bring you through it, AMEN and He did!! Hhahah! It was really a miracle! Not only do I not have to compensate, I think I'm being compensate instead. Heh! Too risky to mention much here, incase I get the company into trouble but I must say the boss was really the best, really one of the best boss I've ever seen!
Have been thinking about a lot of what if, what if, what if and it came to a point where it really dwell deep into me, I've always believe the Lord has His plans for us and He wont bring us to a situation for nothing and true enough, this whole situation sure is a blessing in disguise.
Never would I ever image I will be speakin to this as-good-as-a-lost-in-touch friend due to some issue back then in sec sch days. I really never image I'll ever speak to her needless to say having her to help me but the Lord is ever so gracious to bring our friendship back through this situation. Sure there were weird awkward moments when we met yesterday but I am more glad bout being friends again than worried bout those moments =)
I doubt you'll ever be reading this Nian Whye, but really want to thank you so much for taking up the job despite knowing my reason and I am really glad we arre talking once again =) And we'll be meeting for lunch tmr! =)
Also, dear Kai Zhuan, doubt you'll read this ever too but I really want to thank you for providing so much info and tryin to think of ways to help me too! =)
Really am so thankful for everything! Thank you Jesus!
Have been reading Heaven is so Real! and one very good lesson I've learnt is to have faith in our Heavenly Father always, no matter what situation we're in, always having faith. "What ever that is not from faith is sin." Rom 14:23 So that makes worry a sin and the most frequent sin I commits for I've to admit, I am a worrywart. This I worry, that I worry, everything I also worry.
"So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil or spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
Therefore do not worry, saying "What shall we eat?" or "What shall we drink?" or "What shall we wear?" Forafter all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things."
Indeed,
"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things" Matt 6:28-34
Many things have happened since I've last blogged and sure it was truly demoralising me like no other business. But the above verses sure were my source of strength that kept my faith going and allowing me to learn to lean on God more so. And AMEN of all AMEN, my faith did not fail me. Not only did He solve and bring me outta them, He brought sweeter and better fruits outta it =)
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path" Proverbs 3:5
"Cast all your anxieties upon Him, for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
Now you all must be thinking that the book has influenced me and true it did, a whole lot and it really made me wake up in a way more or less. My dear friends, believers or not, I truly encourage you guys to read the book. Take it as a novel, it truly is meaningful and inspiring too. Hey, I dont read books okay and Im not stuck to the book =)
Anyway, for all updates, I am now working for my mom, doing data enty, tomorrow is my last day, hahah. Working for her is the best thing cos breakfast, lunch and dinner are provided for, hahah and I am still paid! Heh! And next Monday, I will be working at SIM doing registration matters.
I havent met any of you guys for the longest period esp my IJ babes. Really miss you girls!! We've gotta meet up soooon!!
Gosh, didnt realise it such long post. Alrighty, miss all of you, really!!! Hugss
♥ love & blessings
19:24
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
