Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I've always believe someday, my this stubborn, hot headed, strong headed of mine sure leads me to deep shit, wont it? And sure it did! Landed myself into some sticky situation that almost left me in debt, nearing $3k! Heh!
And I will really never learn my lesson till I fall hard!
Being so sick of stayin home and dying or a job, when a job opportunity came, I just took it immediately without giving myself other chances esp since I've got two other interview after the first. Being so happy and contented, I blindly signed a three months contract, which I cant say blindly also cos it is part of the procedure then again according to my mom, she said I can always dont sign and dont take up the job, anyway contract signed and the next day reality striked!
The job is the most easiest job ever, really! Start punctually and end ON THE DOT, boss is nice, no OT, office only 5 pple including myself aft the lady go off for labour, work load pretty much easy. It is really too good to be true but really, it is just great BUT the boredom got into me the first day of work and decided to quit. Heh!
But like I mentioned, due to the contract, if I would to quit, I would have to compensate the agency, three months pay which amount close to $3k. Totally insane! The whole situation really stressed me out till I fell sick, I am not kidding! Hhahah. Praise the Lord, like the saying, if He bring you to it, He'll bring you through it, AMEN and He did!! Hhahah! It was really a miracle! Not only do I not have to compensate, I think I'm being compensate instead. Heh! Too risky to mention much here, incase I get the company into trouble but I must say the boss was really the best, really one of the best boss I've ever seen!
Have been thinking about a lot of what if, what if, what if and it came to a point where it really dwell deep into me, I've always believe the Lord has His plans for us and He wont bring us to a situation for nothing and true enough, this whole situation sure is a blessing in disguise.
Never would I ever image I will be speakin to this as-good-as-a-lost-in-touch friend due to some issue back then in sec sch days. I really never image I'll ever speak to her needless to say having her to help me but the Lord is ever so gracious to bring our friendship back through this situation. Sure there were weird awkward moments when we met yesterday but I am more glad bout being friends again than worried bout those moments =)
I doubt you'll ever be reading this Nian Whye, but really want to thank you so much for taking up the job despite knowing my reason and I am really glad we arre talking once again =) And we'll be meeting for lunch tmr! =)
Also, dear Kai Zhuan, doubt you'll read this ever too but I really want to thank you for providing so much info and tryin to think of ways to help me too! =)
Really am so thankful for everything! Thank you Jesus!
Have been reading Heaven is so Real! and one very good lesson I've learnt is to have faith in our Heavenly Father always, no matter what situation we're in, always having faith. "What ever that is not from faith is sin." Rom 14:23 So that makes worry a sin and the most frequent sin I commits for I've to admit, I am a worrywart. This I worry, that I worry, everything I also worry.
"So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil or spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
Therefore do not worry, saying "What shall we eat?" or "What shall we drink?" or "What shall we wear?" Forafter all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things."
Indeed,
"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things" Matt 6:28-34
Many things have happened since I've last blogged and sure it was truly demoralising me like no other business. But the above verses sure were my source of strength that kept my faith going and allowing me to learn to lean on God more so. And AMEN of all AMEN, my faith did not fail me. Not only did He solve and bring me outta them, He brought sweeter and better fruits outta it =)
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path" Proverbs 3:5
"Cast all your anxieties upon Him, for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
Now you all must be thinking that the book has influenced me and true it did, a whole lot and it really made me wake up in a way more or less. My dear friends, believers or not, I truly encourage you guys to read the book. Take it as a novel, it truly is meaningful and inspiring too. Hey, I dont read books okay and Im not stuck to the book =)
Anyway, for all updates, I am now working for my mom, doing data enty, tomorrow is my last day, hahah. Working for her is the best thing cos breakfast, lunch and dinner are provided for, hahah and I am still paid! Heh! And next Monday, I will be working at SIM doing registration matters.
I havent met any of you guys for the longest period esp my IJ babes. Really miss you girls!! We've gotta meet up soooon!!
Gosh, didnt realise it such long post. Alrighty, miss all of you, really!!! Hugss
And I will really never learn my lesson till I fall hard!
Being so sick of stayin home and dying or a job, when a job opportunity came, I just took it immediately without giving myself other chances esp since I've got two other interview after the first. Being so happy and contented, I blindly signed a three months contract, which I cant say blindly also cos it is part of the procedure then again according to my mom, she said I can always dont sign and dont take up the job, anyway contract signed and the next day reality striked!
The job is the most easiest job ever, really! Start punctually and end ON THE DOT, boss is nice, no OT, office only 5 pple including myself aft the lady go off for labour, work load pretty much easy. It is really too good to be true but really, it is just great BUT the boredom got into me the first day of work and decided to quit. Heh!
But like I mentioned, due to the contract, if I would to quit, I would have to compensate the agency, three months pay which amount close to $3k. Totally insane! The whole situation really stressed me out till I fell sick, I am not kidding! Hhahah. Praise the Lord, like the saying, if He bring you to it, He'll bring you through it, AMEN and He did!! Hhahah! It was really a miracle! Not only do I not have to compensate, I think I'm being compensate instead. Heh! Too risky to mention much here, incase I get the company into trouble but I must say the boss was really the best, really one of the best boss I've ever seen!
Have been thinking about a lot of what if, what if, what if and it came to a point where it really dwell deep into me, I've always believe the Lord has His plans for us and He wont bring us to a situation for nothing and true enough, this whole situation sure is a blessing in disguise.
Never would I ever image I will be speakin to this as-good-as-a-lost-in-touch friend due to some issue back then in sec sch days. I really never image I'll ever speak to her needless to say having her to help me but the Lord is ever so gracious to bring our friendship back through this situation. Sure there were weird awkward moments when we met yesterday but I am more glad bout being friends again than worried bout those moments =)
I doubt you'll ever be reading this Nian Whye, but really want to thank you so much for taking up the job despite knowing my reason and I am really glad we arre talking once again =) And we'll be meeting for lunch tmr! =)
Also, dear Kai Zhuan, doubt you'll read this ever too but I really want to thank you for providing so much info and tryin to think of ways to help me too! =)
Really am so thankful for everything! Thank you Jesus!
Have been reading Heaven is so Real! and one very good lesson I've learnt is to have faith in our Heavenly Father always, no matter what situation we're in, always having faith. "What ever that is not from faith is sin." Rom 14:23 So that makes worry a sin and the most frequent sin I commits for I've to admit, I am a worrywart. This I worry, that I worry, everything I also worry.
"So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil or spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
Therefore do not worry, saying "What shall we eat?" or "What shall we drink?" or "What shall we wear?" Forafter all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things."
Indeed,
"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things" Matt 6:28-34
Many things have happened since I've last blogged and sure it was truly demoralising me like no other business. But the above verses sure were my source of strength that kept my faith going and allowing me to learn to lean on God more so. And AMEN of all AMEN, my faith did not fail me. Not only did He solve and bring me outta them, He brought sweeter and better fruits outta it =)
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path" Proverbs 3:5
"Cast all your anxieties upon Him, for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
Now you all must be thinking that the book has influenced me and true it did, a whole lot and it really made me wake up in a way more or less. My dear friends, believers or not, I truly encourage you guys to read the book. Take it as a novel, it truly is meaningful and inspiring too. Hey, I dont read books okay and Im not stuck to the book =)
Anyway, for all updates, I am now working for my mom, doing data enty, tomorrow is my last day, hahah. Working for her is the best thing cos breakfast, lunch and dinner are provided for, hahah and I am still paid! Heh! And next Monday, I will be working at SIM doing registration matters.
I havent met any of you guys for the longest period esp my IJ babes. Really miss you girls!! We've gotta meet up soooon!!
Gosh, didnt realise it such long post. Alrighty, miss all of you, really!!! Hugss
♥ love & blessings
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All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
