Friday, May 18, 2007
There're so many roles to play and as I am trying hard to excel in each, instead of falling to place, it's crumbling indeed. I am tired.
I want to be a good daughter.
I want to be a good girlfriend.
I want to be a good sister.
I want to be a good friend.
I want to be a good listener.
I want to be a good role model.
I want to be good, good, good.
I want all to be happy.
I want to please all. Even if it is at my own cost.
I just want my love ones to be happy.
BUT....
I'm tired, I dont know what to do when I'm in such junction now. I did all I could, gave up all my time, I don't even have the least time for my own. All that I'm doing is not soley for my own, not just my own. I'm not asking for appreciation, I'm not asking for reward, I'm not asking for anything, I'm doing all these on my own will. Sometimes, I just want to be rebellious and leave, just leave as far as I can go. But I know I won't cos it would break your heart. I appreciate every single little things that you've done and I'm tryin as hard as you to maintain this whole relationship. At times like this, I just feel as lost as you are.
I know the ans to this qn but why, why things don't go the way we want or expect?
I am tired.
I really wish and ask that God will take away all these misery, take away this pain I am feelin inside me now. Away away away...
I really thank God for the long weekend ahead, atleast something to make me feel happy.
Thank you Jesus.
I want to be a good daughter.
I want to be a good girlfriend.
I want to be a good sister.
I want to be a good friend.
I want to be a good listener.
I want to be a good role model.
I want to be good, good, good.
I want all to be happy.
I want to please all. Even if it is at my own cost.
I just want my love ones to be happy.
BUT....
I'm tired, I dont know what to do when I'm in such junction now. I did all I could, gave up all my time, I don't even have the least time for my own. All that I'm doing is not soley for my own, not just my own. I'm not asking for appreciation, I'm not asking for reward, I'm not asking for anything, I'm doing all these on my own will. Sometimes, I just want to be rebellious and leave, just leave as far as I can go. But I know I won't cos it would break your heart. I appreciate every single little things that you've done and I'm tryin as hard as you to maintain this whole relationship. At times like this, I just feel as lost as you are.
I know the ans to this qn but why, why things don't go the way we want or expect?
I am tired.
I really wish and ask that God will take away all these misery, take away this pain I am feelin inside me now. Away away away...
I really thank God for the long weekend ahead, atleast something to make me feel happy.
Thank you Jesus.
♥ love & blessings
19:25
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
