Friday, July 27, 2007
I'm soley the only one still awake in the house, Ber's soundly asleep and so are aunty, meimei and Yati. To think of us catchin a movie at 11.10pm, I guess, the bf will be watchin tgt with his Z monster. Hah!
I'm tired, I should be heading home soon too but he's so soundly asleep, how to wake him up? If he gets up, he'll have a hard time sleeping again... Yawn and my migrane is acting up again.
Yours truly has finally got a job, after VERY and I mean VERY much consideration. Big hugss to all who gave me ur precious wonderful advice! Though it is a perm position but I'm definately not treating it as one, heh! But I'll still start work with a positive attitude! If God will bring you to it, He'll bring you through it!
And spent very good quality time w the bestie the past two days =) It's been a long while since we manage to meet up on two consecutive days, walking aimlessly around. Oh feels so secondary school days once again!
Spent the day with Jie, doubt we'll be able to do so once I start work. Hope all goes well for Jie!
I'm tired, I should be heading home soon too but he's so soundly asleep, how to wake him up? If he gets up, he'll have a hard time sleeping again... Yawn and my migrane is acting up again.
Yours truly has finally got a job, after VERY and I mean VERY much consideration. Big hugss to all who gave me ur precious wonderful advice! Though it is a perm position but I'm definately not treating it as one, heh! But I'll still start work with a positive attitude! If God will bring you to it, He'll bring you through it!
And spent very good quality time w the bestie the past two days =) It's been a long while since we manage to meet up on two consecutive days, walking aimlessly around. Oh feels so secondary school days once again!
Spent the day with Jie, doubt we'll be able to do so once I start work. Hope all goes well for Jie!
♥ love & blessings
22:14
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Spent half my day buzzing about, went for interview at SPH (CS) in the morn followed by meetin bestie for lunch and thereafter another interview (Recep). Thank God for the car, otherwise, the value of my EZlink is going to hit the plunge again.
You know, at the rate of how picky I am, I'll never be able to get a job. I was on the verge of being accepted, waiting for the second also the last interview but I pulled out last min cos after much consideration, I know I would not be able to commit as long as they wish I would. And I really don't want to impose on them.
As for the second interview, I made it thru but I'm like wavering inside if I shld take it up, even till now, I am still pondering bout it cos I know if I wld to accept, I'm just accepting it for the sake of it, working for the sake of it and the moolahs, I know I am not interested. Ugh! Infact, half way thru the interview, I was half-hearted, heh! But the good thing is, the office is just 15mins away from my house - HDB Hub, so that means, I don't really need to get up so early and most imptly, I can save on transport! I really can't decide. Dad and Aunt said to take up first, at most quit later but I just can't help but feel bad in doing so. I'm waiting for mom to come back to talk to her and the bf hasnt gotten back to me, ugh!
Why does it seemed pretty much alright to breeze through the three interviews I gone so far yet the one that I so badly want is so tough and I mean literally, physically, emotionally, mentally, SO TOUGH! Ugh! Lord, is this a sign?
Went lunch with Yan at J8 after her driving lesson, hurray she shld be able to drive soon too if all goes well! Settled for a quick bite and some catch up before sending her back to look after her nephew.
Finally got all the pictures of the Bintan trip as well as my 21st and Baptism. Spend the other half of the day, editing the pics, captioning it blah blah... And I'm still not even half way thru it. Combining the three main cameras used during the Bintan trip, there's a total of close to 800 pics, not a lot but goodness! And watching the video of the girls shifting the bed and discovering the room has light aftall aft moving the lamp back in, was certainly hilarious. My dad though I was crazy when I was laughing.
Bernard Tan finally called and he is the meanest of all. He knew I was applyin mask cos of my weird voice and told him not to make me laugh and the next thing he did, was to giggle hard. Told him immediately I'll call him back in 5mins and he purposely call back and laugh again. Hahha! Irritating! Asked him for opinion bout the job and he gave me his usual craps, oh goodness! Hahah. And he sure can read my mind, wahahah.
And mom's back, she gave me the same reply as dad, aunt and Ber. I guess the decision is clear? Oh well!
Meeting bestie tmr!
You know, at the rate of how picky I am, I'll never be able to get a job. I was on the verge of being accepted, waiting for the second also the last interview but I pulled out last min cos after much consideration, I know I would not be able to commit as long as they wish I would. And I really don't want to impose on them.
As for the second interview, I made it thru but I'm like wavering inside if I shld take it up, even till now, I am still pondering bout it cos I know if I wld to accept, I'm just accepting it for the sake of it, working for the sake of it and the moolahs, I know I am not interested. Ugh! Infact, half way thru the interview, I was half-hearted, heh! But the good thing is, the office is just 15mins away from my house - HDB Hub, so that means, I don't really need to get up so early and most imptly, I can save on transport! I really can't decide. Dad and Aunt said to take up first, at most quit later but I just can't help but feel bad in doing so. I'm waiting for mom to come back to talk to her and the bf hasnt gotten back to me, ugh!
Why does it seemed pretty much alright to breeze through the three interviews I gone so far yet the one that I so badly want is so tough and I mean literally, physically, emotionally, mentally, SO TOUGH! Ugh! Lord, is this a sign?
Went lunch with Yan at J8 after her driving lesson, hurray she shld be able to drive soon too if all goes well! Settled for a quick bite and some catch up before sending her back to look after her nephew.
Finally got all the pictures of the Bintan trip as well as my 21st and Baptism. Spend the other half of the day, editing the pics, captioning it blah blah... And I'm still not even half way thru it. Combining the three main cameras used during the Bintan trip, there's a total of close to 800 pics, not a lot but goodness! And watching the video of the girls shifting the bed and discovering the room has light aftall aft moving the lamp back in, was certainly hilarious. My dad though I was crazy when I was laughing.
Bernard Tan finally called and he is the meanest of all. He knew I was applyin mask cos of my weird voice and told him not to make me laugh and the next thing he did, was to giggle hard. Told him immediately I'll call him back in 5mins and he purposely call back and laugh again. Hahha! Irritating! Asked him for opinion bout the job and he gave me his usual craps, oh goodness! Hahah. And he sure can read my mind, wahahah.
And mom's back, she gave me the same reply as dad, aunt and Ber. I guess the decision is clear? Oh well!
Meeting bestie tmr!
Lord, I know You know my dreams, hopes, worries, problems, thoughts and whatsnot and most imptly, I know my life is good and will be better cos You're in the driver seat. Lord, I ask of You to please give me strength to overcome the unneccessary thoughts within me, to fight against them, wisdom and knowledge to be able to recgonise Your voice, to listen to You and follow closely by Your side. Thank you Lord for all Your promises and thank you for never leaving me. Amen!
♥ love & blessings
22:11
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I'm feeling d... Now what's that word, just had it in my head earlier. Am surprised by more than a fact, sometimes somethings are better not to know than to know. Oh well!
Mistook the shampoo as body foam earlier and I only realised it after using it. Hah!
The bf is still giving tuition, he should be back in an hour or so... My tummy is rambling....
Mistook the shampoo as body foam earlier and I only realised it after using it. Hah!
The bf is still giving tuition, he should be back in an hour or so... My tummy is rambling....
♥ love & blessings
19:04
Satisfied my craving with Justin not touchin much on his ramen cos he's still experiencing jet lag, hah! Went for dessert at the chinese dessert place at J8 after and walked bout, talkin bout everything and anything under the stars. It's been a loong looong looong while. Enjoyed myself as much as Aow did! =)
While killing my time here at Ber's, waiting for him to come home, did some personality quiz which I've gotten it from Dan's blog. I don't really know if it's true or very much me, you guys can be the judge =) You've gotta scroll over the coloured box to see the traits =)
While killing my time here at Ber's, waiting for him to come home, did some personality quiz which I've gotten it from Dan's blog. I don't really know if it's true or very much me, you guys can be the judge =) You've gotta scroll over the coloured box to see the traits =)
♥ love & blessings
17:30
Monday, July 23, 2007
Attempt to queue the impossible yet possible for the donut craze at Raffles City. But after seeing the queue, decided to abandon the feat otherwise I'll still be at Raffles City with the snake of people.... Will be back, gg running with my dad!
Edited @ 2214: It's been eons since I went running with dad! And I certainly do looked damn bimbo earlier while running cos I had my makeup on. I didnt even have time to wash it off when my dad told me he was going running. Oh well! The run was great, though didnt exactly run side by side with dad, the company, feelings and bonding was sure great! =)
As I was saying earlier... Otherwise I'll be with the queue of pple queueing my feet not ass off but on the brighter side, I would be home with 24 supposing nice eating donuts. I won't get only 12 after my poor feet worked so long! Heh! Typical Sporean spirit - kiasu, haha.
Went for a customer service officer/ admin assistant at Gymboree earlier before meeting Jie. It was the former position that attracted me, wishful think admin wld be secondary but boy was it far cry from what I expected, my job scope is to assist the boss instead. Perk of the job would be able to see uber duper cute kids everyday. They are cute beyond words! Gymboree is like Tumbertots except it is much atas and their main clientele are foreigner, so you can image how cute these kids look. Natural curled eyelashes and hair, crystal blue eyes oh and plus their innocent look. They are really so adorable! Btw, all the descriptions applies to the boys too, they are really so pretty and handsome! Gosh!
As for the not so perky side, I will have to work every Sat and mind you it is not 9am -1pm, it's 2 - 6pm. Shrugs, pretty neither here nor there.
Pay wise, pretty much alright, though it can't be compared with Ade's and Rah's! Haha. $100 after 3mths confirmation, they were willing to pay me what I stated, yayness! But after much consideration, decided to give it a miss. If it weren't for the Sat hours, I might have seriously give it a go. Oh well!
Anyway, I can't really imagine I went for a full time full time job interview. This serious is my third serious interview, though I was not nervous a wee bit. The first was for internship, I was super overly formal! Image blazer, blouse, pants and pointy, BESE dressing, that one of the employer commented I was overly dressed. Hoho! My second was none other than my dream. And both serious got me so nervous! There will be more to come and this only means, Rosell you have grown up! Which indirectly-directly means, I am old!
I really getting very nonsensical.
Ber got NDP preview tixs for this Sat, YAY! Though this would be our second time watching, the first being CR2 last month but I don't mind! This time will be full dressed, which means the performers will be dressed accordingly to that on National Day, there'll be proper goodie bag, no more here-you-go-plastic-make-do-bag, I won't even call it goodie bag, heh! And most imptly, there will be fireworks! Double yay! Will head down after the High Tea with mom and the rest immediately! Whooopee! Hopefully I'll be able to excuse myself from this Sat's dinner, mom's godma's bday. Yay Yay!
Finally meeting Justin tmr for lunch at Crystal Jade, my craving for their porridge has kicked in again. Heh! And our dear Aow was emo-ing when I called. Huggss. We're meeting tmr, definitely something to cheer you up! You're meetin me!!! =) I can image his reaction - spare me. Hahah
Class 95, Love Songs is playing a really nice song by Macy Grey, it reminds me of Xiao Fen, my very good friend during secondary sch days in Church. Remembered how she was trying to add actions to the songs. Ahh I miss her so much. Though we still see each other in Church, the distance just can't seem to bring back the bond. Just like on Sunday, we only manage to exchange a few sentence and the uhmmm, ehhh started. Still remembered those days where we'll exchange letters, confessing our feelings towards our crash in Church and her letters were always so creatively decorated and she'll complain mine was always so boring, hahah. And there was Benjamin, Jonathan and Nathaniel (I've no idea where he is now) too. Shrugs, how I miss them and those days =) Fen even wrote bout us in her compo too for the topic my friends or something along this line and I dearly remembered, she mentioned I apologise too much, haha! But am thankful at least we did manage to share such happy teenhood together =)
If you've watched tonight's Channel 8 9pm show, Switched! you would find this familiar. It certainly speak so much, very meaningful...
Outer beauty can last for 30 years or so but inner beauty can last a life time.
Edited @ 2214: It's been eons since I went running with dad! And I certainly do looked damn bimbo earlier while running cos I had my makeup on. I didnt even have time to wash it off when my dad told me he was going running. Oh well! The run was great, though didnt exactly run side by side with dad, the company, feelings and bonding was sure great! =)
As I was saying earlier... Otherwise I'll be with the queue of pple queueing my feet not ass off but on the brighter side, I would be home with 24 supposing nice eating donuts. I won't get only 12 after my poor feet worked so long! Heh! Typical Sporean spirit - kiasu, haha.
Went for a customer service officer/ admin assistant at Gymboree earlier before meeting Jie. It was the former position that attracted me, wishful think admin wld be secondary but boy was it far cry from what I expected, my job scope is to assist the boss instead. Perk of the job would be able to see uber duper cute kids everyday. They are cute beyond words! Gymboree is like Tumbertots except it is much atas and their main clientele are foreigner, so you can image how cute these kids look. Natural curled eyelashes and hair, crystal blue eyes oh and plus their innocent look. They are really so adorable! Btw, all the descriptions applies to the boys too, they are really so pretty and handsome! Gosh!
As for the not so perky side, I will have to work every Sat and mind you it is not 9am -1pm, it's 2 - 6pm. Shrugs, pretty neither here nor there.
Pay wise, pretty much alright, though it can't be compared with Ade's and Rah's! Haha. $100 after 3mths confirmation, they were willing to pay me what I stated, yayness! But after much consideration, decided to give it a miss. If it weren't for the Sat hours, I might have seriously give it a go. Oh well!
Anyway, I can't really imagine I went for a full time full time job interview. This serious is my third serious interview, though I was not nervous a wee bit. The first was for internship, I was super overly formal! Image blazer, blouse, pants and pointy, BESE dressing, that one of the employer commented I was overly dressed. Hoho! My second was none other than my dream. And both serious got me so nervous! There will be more to come and this only means, Rosell you have grown up! Which indirectly-directly means, I am old!
I really getting very nonsensical.
Ber got NDP preview tixs for this Sat, YAY! Though this would be our second time watching, the first being CR2 last month but I don't mind! This time will be full dressed, which means the performers will be dressed accordingly to that on National Day, there'll be proper goodie bag, no more here-you-go-plastic-make-do-bag, I won't even call it goodie bag, heh! And most imptly, there will be fireworks! Double yay! Will head down after the High Tea with mom and the rest immediately! Whooopee! Hopefully I'll be able to excuse myself from this Sat's dinner, mom's godma's bday. Yay Yay!
Finally meeting Justin tmr for lunch at Crystal Jade, my craving for their porridge has kicked in again. Heh! And our dear Aow was emo-ing when I called. Huggss. We're meeting tmr, definitely something to cheer you up! You're meetin me!!! =) I can image his reaction - spare me. Hahah
Class 95, Love Songs is playing a really nice song by Macy Grey, it reminds me of Xiao Fen, my very good friend during secondary sch days in Church. Remembered how she was trying to add actions to the songs. Ahh I miss her so much. Though we still see each other in Church, the distance just can't seem to bring back the bond. Just like on Sunday, we only manage to exchange a few sentence and the uhmmm, ehhh started. Still remembered those days where we'll exchange letters, confessing our feelings towards our crash in Church and her letters were always so creatively decorated and she'll complain mine was always so boring, hahah. And there was Benjamin, Jonathan and Nathaniel (I've no idea where he is now) too. Shrugs, how I miss them and those days =) Fen even wrote bout us in her compo too for the topic my friends or something along this line and I dearly remembered, she mentioned I apologise too much, haha! But am thankful at least we did manage to share such happy teenhood together =)
If you've watched tonight's Channel 8 9pm show, Switched! you would find this familiar. It certainly speak so much, very meaningful...
Outer beauty can last for 30 years or so but inner beauty can last a life time.
♥ love & blessings
17:51
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Have you ever tasted bitter apples? I just did and it sure tasted weird, really weird.
On my way to dear's place this morn at AMK train station, I was thinkin if I would bump in Justin since I did the last time, long time ago and guess what! The next thing i knew, Aow was standing right infront of me!! Hhahahha. Till now, I am still in shock that I bumped into him, it's like a dream! And in a state of sleepiness and shocked, I forgot to give him a hug! Hah! Nevertheless, it was great seeing you Aow! We're meetin up this week!! =)
Today's sermon is great! Bits and pieces are still floating in my mind, great that despite being late, I managed to absorb all of it. The pastor was good, the message was very well put across. Indeed, who is God? The One above or the one infront of the mirror? Yeah!
Celebrated our dear Sze's 21st last Thurs, glad she was surprised, very much surprised! Both by the flowers and Nian's appearance. =) Settled dinner at Tao's Modern Pacific Cuisine, the dinner is served course by course, 7 course meal. The appetiser was filling enough, had to pass my remaining share to Ben! Speaking of which, puttin Ber and Ben together is headache-plus-hilarious, imagine if there were full attendance of the other two guys. They were crapping non stop at TCC, usb ports and what's not, haha internal joke. Poor Ade was entertaining them throughout!
Met up with my other three wives on Thurs too. Double yayness! It's been a long long while. Didnt manage to go RITS as they were closed for some secondary sch tour I think. We can go back another day! Am so happy to see the three girls again, really miss them and am glad to know they will be working together, something that we've all wished for. They are going to have fun! And our dear Rah's pay is oh-my-goodness! Next meal on you babe! Haha.
I know I shouldnt be and as Justin puts it, have no reason to but I'm really tired, I hear the bed calling me... Yawn
On my way to dear's place this morn at AMK train station, I was thinkin if I would bump in Justin since I did the last time, long time ago and guess what! The next thing i knew, Aow was standing right infront of me!! Hhahahha. Till now, I am still in shock that I bumped into him, it's like a dream! And in a state of sleepiness and shocked, I forgot to give him a hug! Hah! Nevertheless, it was great seeing you Aow! We're meetin up this week!! =)
Today's sermon is great! Bits and pieces are still floating in my mind, great that despite being late, I managed to absorb all of it. The pastor was good, the message was very well put across. Indeed, who is God? The One above or the one infront of the mirror? Yeah!
Celebrated our dear Sze's 21st last Thurs, glad she was surprised, very much surprised! Both by the flowers and Nian's appearance. =) Settled dinner at Tao's Modern Pacific Cuisine, the dinner is served course by course, 7 course meal. The appetiser was filling enough, had to pass my remaining share to Ben! Speaking of which, puttin Ber and Ben together is headache-plus-hilarious, imagine if there were full attendance of the other two guys. They were crapping non stop at TCC, usb ports and what's not, haha internal joke. Poor Ade was entertaining them throughout!
Met up with my other three wives on Thurs too. Double yayness! It's been a long long while. Didnt manage to go RITS as they were closed for some secondary sch tour I think. We can go back another day! Am so happy to see the three girls again, really miss them and am glad to know they will be working together, something that we've all wished for. They are going to have fun! And our dear Rah's pay is oh-my-goodness! Next meal on you babe! Haha.
I know I shouldnt be and as Justin puts it, have no reason to but I'm really tired, I hear the bed calling me... Yawn
♥ love & blessings
15:03
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Went to visit Emily (Ber's cousin) and her son this afternoon after Church, awwwww her son is soooooo cute! Baby talked with him while Emily, Jie and Ah Ling Jie (Ber's cuz too) talked bout everything under the sun regarding child birth to lookin after one, everything. It was certainly enriching and I am so amazed, did you babies need to sleep atleast 18-20 hours a day till they're bout 3 months old? Gosh, that's a lot! Was sharing with Ber the whole time while he was sending me home, I wonder if he was just fu yan-ing me cos all he did the whole time was keeping silent, smiling and nodding his head. Hahahh or maybe he is interested too. Hhahahah. Oh my mother instincts are calling me, whahah! Oh but the whole conversation they were sharing was so interesting. Hhahha
I'm doing mask now and I'm on the phone with Ber, so much worries bout getting wrinkles!
Tmr's going to be a looonggg day! Finally am meetin up with my girls, both from TP and IJ respectively for lunch and dinner. IWill be going back to Restaurant in the Square, so exciting! Havent stepped back into the training restaurant after leaving Sentosa in Year Two. Oh memories! Anyway if not for Ber's bad gastric work up, would have met them last week. Oh well, no complains, atleast I'll be meetin them tmr! Yeah! =)
After sleeping without one, finally got my bed frame. My room looks pretty much cramp but thank God the frame fitted just nice. Took the measurements but forgot the edge of my table. Comfy and cosy! I like =)
I'm doing mask now and I'm on the phone with Ber, so much worries bout getting wrinkles!
Tmr's going to be a looonggg day! Finally am meetin up with my girls, both from TP and IJ respectively for lunch and dinner. IWill be going back to Restaurant in the Square, so exciting! Havent stepped back into the training restaurant after leaving Sentosa in Year Two. Oh memories! Anyway if not for Ber's bad gastric work up, would have met them last week. Oh well, no complains, atleast I'll be meetin them tmr! Yeah! =)
After sleeping without one, finally got my bed frame. My room looks pretty much cramp but thank God the frame fitted just nice. Took the measurements but forgot the edge of my table. Comfy and cosy! I like =)
Celebrated Cherlynn's 16th at West End, the food is good! They have ooooorgasmic steak, it's simply beyond words to my liking, had medium rare and it was cooked just the way it should, juicy yet tender! Besides, the place is great too. The have an adjoining chill out place too called Hooha. They've got pretty good crowds!
Went shopping with Jie on Monday. It's been a long long while since I've last stepped into Orchard and it's been a even loong loong duper long while since I've shopped, okay except for the impromtu sun dress I bought while on my way to watch NDP.
Felt really bad, had intented to purchase the shoes my own but Jie went to pay for me secretly while paying for her's too. She even bought those sweets too. Am really thankful but feels so paiseh!
Off to bed!
Oh and Justin is finally coming back! =))
♥ love & blessings
23:24
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Whoever said exercising will keep one fresh and awake gotta be wrong. I am so sleepy after every workout!
I wana update, I wana upload pics, I wana change my blogskin but my eyes are closing.... I'll do it later!
Off for a power nap!
Oh and I found this randomly online, how interesting, hahah. Let ur imagination go wild, muahahh. Im tired.
"Great food is like great sex. The more you have the more you want." - Gael Greene
I wana update, I wana upload pics, I wana change my blogskin but my eyes are closing.... I'll do it later!
Off for a power nap!
Oh and I found this randomly online, how interesting, hahah. Let ur imagination go wild, muahahh. Im tired.
"Great food is like great sex. The more you have the more you want." - Gael Greene
♥ love & blessings
14:25
Friday, July 13, 2007
It's bout time for me to update this space...
Really am glad how things have improved between dear and me since last Friday. I know I know, esp to my dear IJ girls, who has heard bout our break up since sec sch but this time round, it was serious, serious. I guess we both learnt how vulnerable this relationship really is. We really poured, or atleast I really poured everything out. We both cried while talkin after the trip back from Bintan. Really, Ber dont, correction, never cries unless issues that's really duper emo to him and last Tues was a shock to me. Heh and he sure looked haggard. Im really thankful we made up and I really pray all will be well this time round.
Thank you Jesus for being with us through out!
Thank you Yan dearest for her 24/7 listening ear
Thank you Ong Shao for bearing all my craps and emo nonsense at working and after, your so-serious views and never fail to crack me up.
Thank you Justin, despite being on another continent, thank you for calling and check on me and getting Alex to check on me. BIG HUG!
Thank you to all who were equally concern for me, THANK YOU!
Alrighty, gotta go for facial!
♥ love & blessings
16:12
Thursday, July 05, 2007
As much as I wish the company was still around, I am thankful there wasnt too. Was very much too emo yesterday to even bother talkin to anyone except my supervisor.
Feeling much better today. Saw Lynnette earlier when I went to get lunch, certainly brighten up my day! Take good care babe! Hopefully today will be my last day, really am not in a mood to work.
Edit @ 1:17pm: How sweet of Justin to call from US =) Ahhh it certainly brighten my day even more!! My dear other 3 wives, our hubby says hi!
♥ love & blessings
12:46
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Feeling really emo now, please bear with me.. Contract got extended, working seems so weird without ong shao and miny.. No one to go pantry with, bicker, take breakfast, go lunch, slack, chat.. ah the company. I'll get used to it.. I hope! Bah! The only thing that cheers me up would be the great weekend spent with the girls. Officially,
Project BB is a success! =) Will update when I get home. Met Ber after dinner with the girls. I know our quarrels and whatsnot are frequent but this time round, it is not quarrel it is not cold war, things are just serious. I really duno how to feel or react, I know I'll regret my decision someday but I really hope he'll be happy. He'll be going away too, all's not confirm but the thought of it sucks but it'll be for the better for him and I really want him to go for it, I dont wish him to give it up cos of me. You know, you will be irreplaceable...
♥ love & blessings
12:58
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
