Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Spent half my day buzzing about, went for interview at SPH (CS) in the morn followed by meetin bestie for lunch and thereafter another interview (Recep). Thank God for the car, otherwise, the value of my EZlink is going to hit the plunge again.
You know, at the rate of how picky I am, I'll never be able to get a job. I was on the verge of being accepted, waiting for the second also the last interview but I pulled out last min cos after much consideration, I know I would not be able to commit as long as they wish I would. And I really don't want to impose on them.
As for the second interview, I made it thru but I'm like wavering inside if I shld take it up, even till now, I am still pondering bout it cos I know if I wld to accept, I'm just accepting it for the sake of it, working for the sake of it and the moolahs, I know I am not interested. Ugh! Infact, half way thru the interview, I was half-hearted, heh! But the good thing is, the office is just 15mins away from my house - HDB Hub, so that means, I don't really need to get up so early and most imptly, I can save on transport! I really can't decide. Dad and Aunt said to take up first, at most quit later but I just can't help but feel bad in doing so. I'm waiting for mom to come back to talk to her and the bf hasnt gotten back to me, ugh!
Why does it seemed pretty much alright to breeze through the three interviews I gone so far yet the one that I so badly want is so tough and I mean literally, physically, emotionally, mentally, SO TOUGH! Ugh! Lord, is this a sign?
Went lunch with Yan at J8 after her driving lesson, hurray she shld be able to drive soon too if all goes well! Settled for a quick bite and some catch up before sending her back to look after her nephew.
Finally got all the pictures of the Bintan trip as well as my 21st and Baptism. Spend the other half of the day, editing the pics, captioning it blah blah... And I'm still not even half way thru it. Combining the three main cameras used during the Bintan trip, there's a total of close to 800 pics, not a lot but goodness! And watching the video of the girls shifting the bed and discovering the room has light aftall aft moving the lamp back in, was certainly hilarious. My dad though I was crazy when I was laughing.
Bernard Tan finally called and he is the meanest of all. He knew I was applyin mask cos of my weird voice and told him not to make me laugh and the next thing he did, was to giggle hard. Told him immediately I'll call him back in 5mins and he purposely call back and laugh again. Hahha! Irritating! Asked him for opinion bout the job and he gave me his usual craps, oh goodness! Hahah. And he sure can read my mind, wahahah.
And mom's back, she gave me the same reply as dad, aunt and Ber. I guess the decision is clear? Oh well!
Meeting bestie tmr!
You know, at the rate of how picky I am, I'll never be able to get a job. I was on the verge of being accepted, waiting for the second also the last interview but I pulled out last min cos after much consideration, I know I would not be able to commit as long as they wish I would. And I really don't want to impose on them.
As for the second interview, I made it thru but I'm like wavering inside if I shld take it up, even till now, I am still pondering bout it cos I know if I wld to accept, I'm just accepting it for the sake of it, working for the sake of it and the moolahs, I know I am not interested. Ugh! Infact, half way thru the interview, I was half-hearted, heh! But the good thing is, the office is just 15mins away from my house - HDB Hub, so that means, I don't really need to get up so early and most imptly, I can save on transport! I really can't decide. Dad and Aunt said to take up first, at most quit later but I just can't help but feel bad in doing so. I'm waiting for mom to come back to talk to her and the bf hasnt gotten back to me, ugh!
Why does it seemed pretty much alright to breeze through the three interviews I gone so far yet the one that I so badly want is so tough and I mean literally, physically, emotionally, mentally, SO TOUGH! Ugh! Lord, is this a sign?
Went lunch with Yan at J8 after her driving lesson, hurray she shld be able to drive soon too if all goes well! Settled for a quick bite and some catch up before sending her back to look after her nephew.
Finally got all the pictures of the Bintan trip as well as my 21st and Baptism. Spend the other half of the day, editing the pics, captioning it blah blah... And I'm still not even half way thru it. Combining the three main cameras used during the Bintan trip, there's a total of close to 800 pics, not a lot but goodness! And watching the video of the girls shifting the bed and discovering the room has light aftall aft moving the lamp back in, was certainly hilarious. My dad though I was crazy when I was laughing.
Bernard Tan finally called and he is the meanest of all. He knew I was applyin mask cos of my weird voice and told him not to make me laugh and the next thing he did, was to giggle hard. Told him immediately I'll call him back in 5mins and he purposely call back and laugh again. Hahha! Irritating! Asked him for opinion bout the job and he gave me his usual craps, oh goodness! Hahah. And he sure can read my mind, wahahah.
And mom's back, she gave me the same reply as dad, aunt and Ber. I guess the decision is clear? Oh well!
Meeting bestie tmr!
Lord, I know You know my dreams, hopes, worries, problems, thoughts and whatsnot and most imptly, I know my life is good and will be better cos You're in the driver seat. Lord, I ask of You to please give me strength to overcome the unneccessary thoughts within me, to fight against them, wisdom and knowledge to be able to recgonise Your voice, to listen to You and follow closely by Your side. Thank you Lord for all Your promises and thank you for never leaving me. Amen!
♥ love & blessings
22:11
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
