Saturday, March 29, 2008
Thank you very much for your very lovely msg, it really put huge smile on my face! =))
And I just found out something that is so coincidental! The world certainly is so small. But what really made my day was when I saw that pic, it's super double yayness for the day and I really couldnt stop um-chioing, hah! As the queen notices and puts it "Stop um-chioing, will get breast cancer!" Hahah.
It has really been a long while since I've been that happy.
Thank you very much to you! =))
And I just found out something that is so coincidental! The world certainly is so small. But what really made my day was when I saw that pic, it's super double yayness for the day and I really couldnt stop um-chioing, hah! As the queen notices and puts it "Stop um-chioing, will get breast cancer!" Hahah.
It has really been a long while since I've been that happy.
Thank you very much to you! =))
♥ love & blessings
18:52
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Still am feeling very much the same and this post is full of whatsoever emotions.
Found out a really sad news from Ade before leavin for BOM. The golden model couple that we've following on their blog has broken up. Though I do not know them personally, really am rather affected by their decision. It's like... They've been the sweetest couple on earth. Am very sure it's not something that they wanted but when it happens, it happen. I am very sure both of them are not feeling any better either. Truly am sadden by the news but I do hope the both of them will get through it and find their happiness someday.
And the girl is a FSS. And I'm pretty sure many will have say the usual comments, infact, in the guy's new blog, he did mention that friends did forewarn him bout lettin her join the industry. Shrugs. It really is very sad to hear such comments, really. I mean there are indeed black sheeps within but not all. And yes, mindsets do change but it wont just because you join the airlines. Everybody grows, dont we? Are we suppose to stay in the same spot forever?
I am not defending, as much as I agree our mindsets change, it changes a whole lot. Can you imagine meeting different people with different mentality, personality, character and what's not each day and you've got to deal with it for hours or sometimes days? Isnt it only nature that we will learn along the way in dealin with them which eventually mould us stronger one way or another? And do I need to mention the fact bout being outstation, havin to deal with independance?
Really you will never know what it is like till you're in the shoe of the other. I dont mean to be all irritated by such comments but... everyone's mentality of steward and stewardess are nothing but glam, branded and more branded. You should really see the way we work. Yes we do play hard but we work hard too! It's a straightforward job no doubt but it's not exactly that simple either. Like how when I was tellin Ryan that he's damn unlucky always get such hectic flights, he replied, nvm atleast I work hard for my money. Indeed man! We work hard for our money!
I may sound like a sour grape or what's not but I truly had enough of all these joining SQ means breakin up, changing, materalistics, snobbish, ahhh the list just never ends. Experience it once, it's enough.
Ever since the breakup with Ber, I've heard plenty to finally give a piece of my mind now. I'm really sick and tired of explaining and infact, I dont see a need to. I'm pretty sure his side thinks the same way; I've found a better guy, find him not compatible, change of mindset, whatever! I just know the reason is not, that's good enough. I dont see the need of me explaining, as long as his own direct family knows why, is more than enough. I really dont care. Even my own cousins, dad's side asked the same thing when I told them we broke up. Really, WHATEVER!
Once and for all - The breakup is not something that I've expected, it was indeed a big blow to me, very huge blow. For all that knows, how much everything meant to me, how much I wanted it to work out. But things just aint improving, let along moving forward. I'm really tired, very tired. I honestly still do feel bad bout being firm with the decision but.... Im sorry but it was the last amount of strength I had. Really do not wish to drag it any further, any further to prevent even more hurt. The ones that I honestly feel the most let down are his siblings and mom esp his sis. For she had always treated me like her own and despite witnessing everything, she never fail to stand by me. I'm truly sorry. And no, Ber was good, no third party or whatsoever.
Period.
ps: I know somehow somewhere, there will be disagreement but it is just purely my own point of view, my own feelings, my own experience. You may have yours, but this aint a post for discussion.
Found out a really sad news from Ade before leavin for BOM. The golden model couple that we've following on their blog has broken up. Though I do not know them personally, really am rather affected by their decision. It's like... They've been the sweetest couple on earth. Am very sure it's not something that they wanted but when it happens, it happen. I am very sure both of them are not feeling any better either. Truly am sadden by the news but I do hope the both of them will get through it and find their happiness someday.
And the girl is a FSS. And I'm pretty sure many will have say the usual comments, infact, in the guy's new blog, he did mention that friends did forewarn him bout lettin her join the industry. Shrugs. It really is very sad to hear such comments, really. I mean there are indeed black sheeps within but not all. And yes, mindsets do change but it wont just because you join the airlines. Everybody grows, dont we? Are we suppose to stay in the same spot forever?
I am not defending, as much as I agree our mindsets change, it changes a whole lot. Can you imagine meeting different people with different mentality, personality, character and what's not each day and you've got to deal with it for hours or sometimes days? Isnt it only nature that we will learn along the way in dealin with them which eventually mould us stronger one way or another? And do I need to mention the fact bout being outstation, havin to deal with independance?
Really you will never know what it is like till you're in the shoe of the other. I dont mean to be all irritated by such comments but... everyone's mentality of steward and stewardess are nothing but glam, branded and more branded. You should really see the way we work. Yes we do play hard but we work hard too! It's a straightforward job no doubt but it's not exactly that simple either. Like how when I was tellin Ryan that he's damn unlucky always get such hectic flights, he replied, nvm atleast I work hard for my money. Indeed man! We work hard for our money!
I may sound like a sour grape or what's not but I truly had enough of all these joining SQ means breakin up, changing, materalistics, snobbish, ahhh the list just never ends. Experience it once, it's enough.
Ever since the breakup with Ber, I've heard plenty to finally give a piece of my mind now. I'm really sick and tired of explaining and infact, I dont see a need to. I'm pretty sure his side thinks the same way; I've found a better guy, find him not compatible, change of mindset, whatever! I just know the reason is not, that's good enough. I dont see the need of me explaining, as long as his own direct family knows why, is more than enough. I really dont care. Even my own cousins, dad's side asked the same thing when I told them we broke up. Really, WHATEVER!
Once and for all - The breakup is not something that I've expected, it was indeed a big blow to me, very huge blow. For all that knows, how much everything meant to me, how much I wanted it to work out. But things just aint improving, let along moving forward. I'm really tired, very tired. I honestly still do feel bad bout being firm with the decision but.... Im sorry but it was the last amount of strength I had. Really do not wish to drag it any further, any further to prevent even more hurt. The ones that I honestly feel the most let down are his siblings and mom esp his sis. For she had always treated me like her own and despite witnessing everything, she never fail to stand by me. I'm truly sorry. And no, Ber was good, no third party or whatsoever.
Period.
ps: I know somehow somewhere, there will be disagreement but it is just purely my own point of view, my own feelings, my own experience. You may have yours, but this aint a post for discussion.
♥ love & blessings
22:26
Sunday, March 23, 2008
CAUTION: Super duper emo-y blue long post ahead!
Feeling really blue.. very blue. Overwhelmed with emotions. Anyway, why do they use the colour blue when you feel lousy, gloomy etc?
Really am filled with so much happiness for Korkor when I hear him and Jenn talk bout their bridal pictures. Truly am very happy for him. Esp after having the privilege to share his woes with him during his initial stage of serious relationships in earlier years. Things may not seemed rosy then, his feelings wise were not any better, not esp when he was in TPE but he braved through it all and found his lifetime partner, a very good one. He is so happy now and so is my cousin-in-law. I really truly am very happy for them. Am always so happy to see couples wed even if they are strangers, haha but like Ade puts it, who wont. But you know, it's those kinda happiness you have for them within, esp since it's my cousin. So blessed =)
As I hear them speak and see the happiness in their eyes, I really cant help but wonder bout my own future. Everybody says I'm still young, I should go explore blah blah. I know their good intention but it's not bout being how old. And for all that knows me, well enough, would know how much a relationship means to me, I truly want each to work out. Am not a player, am not an explorer, am just one who wants to be in the arms of my other half at the end of the day.
Truly am very afraid of eveything now, from A to Z, top to bottom, left to right, one to infinity, you get the point. I really dont want to commit myself yet I know how much I want to. But am just so afraid of falling again, am so worried things will not work out, am so scared it's just another passing cloud, am just so.... I also duno.
God is fair and just, as much as I keep asking Him so many whys, will-it-happen, my future, He knows what is running through my mind and heart, which I believes is the answer to all my doubting questions. If you get my point, good for you, if you dont, then it's alright.
And truly God is so amazing, he brought dearest Aow to me at the right time, right time for me to whin at, again. Haha. And though I've yet to read the book that Aow got me, glancing through the chapters, I know God is assuring or telling me something somehow. Plus, Aow's choice of books and recommendations will never go wrong. Thank you for listening, truly appreciate it very much! And am so sorry for bugging n whinning at you, really sorry! Hugss.
On a much much brighter note, God answered that want-to-ask-but-dare-not-ask request at the back of my mind while in Paris =) And it was really sweet of him to bring his camera to show me pictures of Milan and Venice, which I requested before he left. And it's really comforting and happy I must admit when I saw the shirt and scarf being used. It was a short night, nonetheless a beautifully sweet one which I enjoyed very much. Wished so much time would just stopped then. Dont know when will be the next time but am very thankful, heh I obviously hope soon again =)
Hahahah as I type my last para esp, I can imagine Aow's expression as he reads this post, hahahaha, only you know!
Want to post a few more mind bogging nonsense but I'm too tired and I shall spare you all, anyway am sorry to make u all read such emo post. Just need to let it out. I wana head to the gym tmr plus I wana read the book and I better head to get my very much procrastinated hairnets and upins before I run short of the former and get pricked by the latter. Pictures of Paris soon!
And lastly, my dear girls, I am truly very sorry for having neglected each of you. Despite it all, you girls never fail to standby me strongly, watchin over where ever you are. I really am very thankful for each of you. May our seven years and going friendship go strong and like Ade once said, "I'll rather have 4 good friends than a world of acquaintances.
Each of you will always be special to me! I'll like to think that this is something we have all silently agreed the day we decided in our hearts that we're always going to stick around each other."
I agree wholeheartedly! =)
Love you girls very much and I really miss you! Big hugss.
Feeling really blue.. very blue. Overwhelmed with emotions. Anyway, why do they use the colour blue when you feel lousy, gloomy etc?
Really am filled with so much happiness for Korkor when I hear him and Jenn talk bout their bridal pictures. Truly am very happy for him. Esp after having the privilege to share his woes with him during his initial stage of serious relationships in earlier years. Things may not seemed rosy then, his feelings wise were not any better, not esp when he was in TPE but he braved through it all and found his lifetime partner, a very good one. He is so happy now and so is my cousin-in-law. I really truly am very happy for them. Am always so happy to see couples wed even if they are strangers, haha but like Ade puts it, who wont. But you know, it's those kinda happiness you have for them within, esp since it's my cousin. So blessed =)
As I hear them speak and see the happiness in their eyes, I really cant help but wonder bout my own future. Everybody says I'm still young, I should go explore blah blah. I know their good intention but it's not bout being how old. And for all that knows me, well enough, would know how much a relationship means to me, I truly want each to work out. Am not a player, am not an explorer, am just one who wants to be in the arms of my other half at the end of the day.
Truly am very afraid of eveything now, from A to Z, top to bottom, left to right, one to infinity, you get the point. I really dont want to commit myself yet I know how much I want to. But am just so afraid of falling again, am so worried things will not work out, am so scared it's just another passing cloud, am just so.... I also duno.
God is fair and just, as much as I keep asking Him so many whys, will-it-happen, my future, He knows what is running through my mind and heart, which I believes is the answer to all my doubting questions. If you get my point, good for you, if you dont, then it's alright.
And truly God is so amazing, he brought dearest Aow to me at the right time, right time for me to whin at, again. Haha. And though I've yet to read the book that Aow got me, glancing through the chapters, I know God is assuring or telling me something somehow. Plus, Aow's choice of books and recommendations will never go wrong. Thank you for listening, truly appreciate it very much! And am so sorry for bugging n whinning at you, really sorry! Hugss.
On a much much brighter note, God answered that want-to-ask-but-dare-not-ask request at the back of my mind while in Paris =) And it was really sweet of him to bring his camera to show me pictures of Milan and Venice, which I requested before he left. And it's really comforting and happy I must admit when I saw the shirt and scarf being used. It was a short night, nonetheless a beautifully sweet one which I enjoyed very much. Wished so much time would just stopped then. Dont know when will be the next time but am very thankful, heh I obviously hope soon again =)
Hahahah as I type my last para esp, I can imagine Aow's expression as he reads this post, hahahaha, only you know!
Want to post a few more mind bogging nonsense but I'm too tired and I shall spare you all, anyway am sorry to make u all read such emo post. Just need to let it out. I wana head to the gym tmr plus I wana read the book and I better head to get my very much procrastinated hairnets and upins before I run short of the former and get pricked by the latter. Pictures of Paris soon!
And lastly, my dear girls, I am truly very sorry for having neglected each of you. Despite it all, you girls never fail to standby me strongly, watchin over where ever you are. I really am very thankful for each of you. May our seven years and going friendship go strong and like Ade once said, "I'll rather have 4 good friends than a world of acquaintances.
Each of you will always be special to me! I'll like to think that this is something we have all silently agreed the day we decided in our hearts that we're always going to stick around each other."
I agree wholeheartedly! =)
Love you girls very much and I really miss you! Big hugss.
♥ love & blessings
22:19
Saturday, March 15, 2008
I want to share this with you guys, it speaks so well, word for word, with everything that has been going through my mind and had happened. Truly is so meaningful.
And with all that is happening to my dearest buddy plus my own past and happenings, I really am more scared of being emotionally committed. Really I am. Despite it all, I obviously hope for the best but the fear is within, still within.
Buddy babe, we're here no matter what and I really hope this really helps..
Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.
The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that is kept in your heart.
Do not let the bitterness lure away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness comes only with open acceptance of what reality is today.
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions.
The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still un-rewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.
You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.
Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
And with all that is happening to my dearest buddy plus my own past and happenings, I really am more scared of being emotionally committed. Really I am. Despite it all, I obviously hope for the best but the fear is within, still within.
Buddy babe, we're here no matter what and I really hope this really helps..
Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.
The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that is kept in your heart.
Do not let the bitterness lure away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness comes only with open acceptance of what reality is today.
There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions.
The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still un-rewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.
You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.
Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
Im scared, very scared.
♥ love & blessings
14:27
It is becoming a norm; going grocery shopping, lunch or so aft flt, being in daze, staring at the item for a long long while, with nothing registering into my brains. Stood infront of the counter for a long while staring blankly at the menu and at Woolworths, knew what I wanted to get but somehow I didnt know what I wanted to buy despite standing right infront of the item.
And am sure a typical Singaporean. Picked and choosed and picked and choosed the strawberry again and again, scrutinizing each fruit to ensure I get the best deal but the locals just take and go, just like that, without even looking if the berries are spoilt or so.
Had initially wanted to skip lunch w the set but went ahead nonetheless and I'm really glad I did for I sure did learn survival skills from my chief.
After much procastination, finally got my lipstick and trolley with the company of very nice Ong Shao though he mentioned he charges by meters, haha.
Many things or should I say that very particular matter has been keepin my mind going and going, even in my sleep, I'm not kidding! Plus the other fact that I am slowly beginning to realise. I really want to put it down in words but I just cant find the right words or even put them down in sentence.
Justin said to set a date but how to? Whenever I've made up my mind, decided to do what I ought to, the call comes in, msges beep, appears online, just come outta nowhere! Am I falling or have fallen?
I need to get use to my life, I need to enjoy the freedom, I need to. I'm sorry pple!
Anyway, am on check, I knew it, just had this feeling I would be. Hopefully my leading gives me a good check for I worked really hard on the way up, checked toilet and cabin like so many times and I really checked them. Can't and am not going to complain bout my new roster, am very thankful for I'll be heading to NRT and LAX, a break from China flts, plenty AUS stations, which means, QUEEN I'M COMING!!! And I got a clear day at MEL, how good can it get, plus it is on a weekend! Prolly am able to meet Dick too since he's at PER and finally back to SYD, again. No complains!
Finished my box of strawberries while typing, they are really sweet!
Okay gg to do stuff that I need to do and SLEEP!
And am sure a typical Singaporean. Picked and choosed and picked and choosed the strawberry again and again, scrutinizing each fruit to ensure I get the best deal but the locals just take and go, just like that, without even looking if the berries are spoilt or so.
Had initially wanted to skip lunch w the set but went ahead nonetheless and I'm really glad I did for I sure did learn survival skills from my chief.
After much procastination, finally got my lipstick and trolley with the company of very nice Ong Shao though he mentioned he charges by meters, haha.
Many things or should I say that very particular matter has been keepin my mind going and going, even in my sleep, I'm not kidding! Plus the other fact that I am slowly beginning to realise. I really want to put it down in words but I just cant find the right words or even put them down in sentence.
Justin said to set a date but how to? Whenever I've made up my mind, decided to do what I ought to, the call comes in, msges beep, appears online, just come outta nowhere! Am I falling or have fallen?
I need to get use to my life, I need to enjoy the freedom, I need to. I'm sorry pple!
Anyway, am on check, I knew it, just had this feeling I would be. Hopefully my leading gives me a good check for I worked really hard on the way up, checked toilet and cabin like so many times and I really checked them. Can't and am not going to complain bout my new roster, am very thankful for I'll be heading to NRT and LAX, a break from China flts, plenty AUS stations, which means, QUEEN I'M COMING!!! And I got a clear day at MEL, how good can it get, plus it is on a weekend! Prolly am able to meet Dick too since he's at PER and finally back to SYD, again. No complains!
Finished my box of strawberries while typing, they are really sweet!
Okay gg to do stuff that I need to do and SLEEP!
♥ love & blessings
12:05
Monday, March 10, 2008
Really am very hungry!
Call time is in four hours, that means I still got bout two hours of rest before reporting for work and back home!
The stuff in China are really worth the buy. Stock up items that are super much reasonable, one very good example is the monthly much needed necessity. Stock up more than enough, haha. Told myself, not to buy anymore dry stores, I even bought sufficient for this trip but I really just cant resist. Very sure this stock up can last me for a month! Mummy is so going to nag, my fridge and cupboard is exploding.
So I finally met my team, could click pretty well with one of the girl. The rest are nice, went lunch earlier w them before headin to Silk Road Market to shop a lil. Learnt more bout the team as the hours went passed. My IFS is one of the top ten but he is a very nice guy, very kind hearted. It's prolly just the seniority that my IFS deserves after years of flying, which explains.
Had my dear buddy here with me but our timing are really clashing plus I'm with my team, couldnt go out or anything. Despite it all, we at least manage a decent bondin session even for a short while! Praise God! =)
I am really really very tired, super deprive of sleep! Havent really rest well since I got back from London. Two nights of insufficient sleep is horrendous but I sure had fun too! Hhaha. The night I touched down, went to meet the flowers, initial plan was to meet another crew but we ended at Wine Bar chatting our night away till bout three.
Slept till bout noon bef meetin Ryan and his batchboy to the IT Fair. And as usual, he was late! Could have laze in bed longer after he called! Heh! Went to check out the laptop we wanted to get and someone got his biggest buy ever, haha. Pretty worth the buy anyway. And I was really caught by surprised when I saw him at the station, pleasant surprise =) esp since I was thinkin bout it just the night before =)
Met Regina dearest after since she was at the fair too. Had a really good heart to heart talk with her bout so many things, and I sure learnt a lot too. Greater expectation only leads to great disappointment and come what may. How true but really why is it so difficult for us human to do it when it happens to us. Bah! Ended the night at a super impromptu decision at Zouk w her friends and Clara. It was a crazy night.
And I went back to the IT Fair again on Sat to check out on the laptop with Xiangxiang since she was gg to check out her camera, wouldnt have gone down if not I had company, the crowd is madness! And Claud was a happy girl walkin outta the fair! =)
I'm eating biscuit after biscuit, which I believe is the reason why I'm falling sick. But I'm really hungry.
Going to take a quick nap bef heading home! =)
Call time is in four hours, that means I still got bout two hours of rest before reporting for work and back home!
The stuff in China are really worth the buy. Stock up items that are super much reasonable, one very good example is the monthly much needed necessity. Stock up more than enough, haha. Told myself, not to buy anymore dry stores, I even bought sufficient for this trip but I really just cant resist. Very sure this stock up can last me for a month! Mummy is so going to nag, my fridge and cupboard is exploding.
So I finally met my team, could click pretty well with one of the girl. The rest are nice, went lunch earlier w them before headin to Silk Road Market to shop a lil. Learnt more bout the team as the hours went passed. My IFS is one of the top ten but he is a very nice guy, very kind hearted. It's prolly just the seniority that my IFS deserves after years of flying, which explains.
Had my dear buddy here with me but our timing are really clashing plus I'm with my team, couldnt go out or anything. Despite it all, we at least manage a decent bondin session even for a short while! Praise God! =)
I am really really very tired, super deprive of sleep! Havent really rest well since I got back from London. Two nights of insufficient sleep is horrendous but I sure had fun too! Hhaha. The night I touched down, went to meet the flowers, initial plan was to meet another crew but we ended at Wine Bar chatting our night away till bout three.
Slept till bout noon bef meetin Ryan and his batchboy to the IT Fair. And as usual, he was late! Could have laze in bed longer after he called! Heh! Went to check out the laptop we wanted to get and someone got his biggest buy ever, haha. Pretty worth the buy anyway. And I was really caught by surprised when I saw him at the station, pleasant surprise =) esp since I was thinkin bout it just the night before =)
Met Regina dearest after since she was at the fair too. Had a really good heart to heart talk with her bout so many things, and I sure learnt a lot too. Greater expectation only leads to great disappointment and come what may. How true but really why is it so difficult for us human to do it when it happens to us. Bah! Ended the night at a super impromptu decision at Zouk w her friends and Clara. It was a crazy night.
And I went back to the IT Fair again on Sat to check out on the laptop with Xiangxiang since she was gg to check out her camera, wouldnt have gone down if not I had company, the crowd is madness! And Claud was a happy girl walkin outta the fair! =)
I'm eating biscuit after biscuit, which I believe is the reason why I'm falling sick. But I'm really hungry.
Going to take a quick nap bef heading home! =)
♥ love & blessings
16:52
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Feeling really grouchy, very moody, vey restless.
I duno why.
Bah!
I'm tired, really tired.
Off days came n went, it's gone.
Cargo not packed.
Nails not painted.
Eyelids are so heavy.
Super not enough rest.
Am so very not prepared for flt tmr.
Greater expectation lead to greater disappoint.
But cant wait for you to be back.
Anyway had hellva time w the flowers last night at zouk, crazy.
Going to pack my cargo n do my nails.
Ciao.
I duno why.
Bah!
I'm tired, really tired.
Off days came n went, it's gone.
Cargo not packed.
Nails not painted.
Eyelids are so heavy.
Super not enough rest.
Am so very not prepared for flt tmr.
Greater expectation lead to greater disappoint.
But cant wait for you to be back.
Anyway had hellva time w the flowers last night at zouk, crazy.
Going to pack my cargo n do my nails.
Ciao.
♥ love & blessings
22:46
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Breakfast with my ever fave batchboy!
Jady dearest!
It was sucha pity Jady couldnt go sightsee together cos he's returnin tonight, would love it very much to have his company! Nonetheless, am so very thankful to have met him and for breakfast together! =) Am going to miss you so much Jady!
Ive still got load of pictures.. Haha and I really should stop closing my eyes. Ive like four pictures with my eyes closed
Both pics with Big Ben, both pics my eyes were closed! Ugh!
And it was really really windy!
Went lunch, chinese food, again, at Leicester Road before heading to Primark to burn a hole in the wallet. Plenty to see and bring home; clothes, lingeries, home ware, accessories, shoes and even wrapping papers. I even bought toilet curtain, hah! Prices are pretty reasonable, bought a dress for 8pounds and teeshirt-dress for 3pounds. Felt it was very much like Old Navy at SFO cept the latter only sold clothes and definitely much neater.
Grabbed a hot chocolate at M&S before heading back to hotel to satisfy the crave I've been having since the day. I'm really all so worn out now, going to pack n zonk out as usual. Heh, I want to post zi lian pics, hahah but I'm too lazy and tired to do so.
Goodnight world!
I know what was running through my mind while grabbing my craving and sipping it now, miss you very much.
♥ love & blessings
02:56
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
BLESSED 21ST SWEETHEART XIANG XIANG!!
Love you very much sweetheart, may our Lord bless and keep you always, guiding and shining the wonderful path He has for you =) Love you lots dear! Hugss
XOXO
♥ love & blessings
05:56
Happy as I can be, God must have love me very very very very extremely much! Was complaining the last time when he told me he'll be meetin his batchgirl at CDG as well as LHR, that I have never flew or even met any of my batchmates outstation at all. The next thing I know, I'll be meetin buddy at PEK and best of all, now at LHR, Jady dearest is here too! Woohooo! =)
Am so so so very happy! Could have met him for dinner but I was totally fast asleep when he msn me and I didnt see his msg bef goin out. Meetin Jady for breakfast tomorrow! =) Happy happy!
Thank you darling Daddy, I knew u love me that much! =))
Lunched at the ever famous crew joint, Gold Mine, for duck rice. It was a long walk from our hotel but it was beautiful Dry store shopping after at Mark & Spencer's. They have their own supermarket and even foodcourt. Though very much like our regular, SIN really should have one, it's good stuff! And like every station's supermarket, I went crazy once again but held back a lot too cos after conversion, it is expensive. Hah!
Am so so so very happy! Could have met him for dinner but I was totally fast asleep when he msn me and I didnt see his msg bef goin out. Meetin Jady for breakfast tomorrow! =) Happy happy!
Thank you darling Daddy, I knew u love me that much! =))
Lunched at the ever famous crew joint, Gold Mine, for duck rice. It was a long walk from our hotel but it was beautiful Dry store shopping after at Mark & Spencer's. They have their own supermarket and even foodcourt. Though very much like our regular, SIN really should have one, it's good stuff! And like every station's supermarket, I went crazy once again but held back a lot too cos after conversion, it is expensive. Hah!
Lunch at Gold Mine: Roasted Duck and Soya Chicken Rice, Mixed Pork Rice and Claypot Stuffed Prawn Toufu
Mark & Spencer's Supermarket
I very much want to buy back to SIN!
My buys! You know, the cereal n three tubs can be found in SIN but it's way too tempting plus it was on discount which means it's cheaper!
♥ love & blessings
04:30
Monday, March 03, 2008
While bathing earlier, I felt like the whole area was moving side ways, bobbling up down. Either the effect of turbulence is still lingering or I'm really tired.
The flight here is long, 14h 25m. Worked a day here but am thankful it was a night flight so majority were asleep but it's so tiring! Am awake since yesterday's 7.30am, that's more than 24hrs awake. I'm tired.
Should be in bed now but the page of my roster just cant seem to load. Forget it. Going to sleep and explore later! I wana go the places he mentioned and not forgeting the queen's!
Goodnight world! Ciao!
The flight here is long, 14h 25m. Worked a day here but am thankful it was a night flight so majority were asleep but it's so tiring! Am awake since yesterday's 7.30am, that's more than 24hrs awake. I'm tired.
Should be in bed now but the page of my roster just cant seem to load. Forget it. Going to sleep and explore later! I wana go the places he mentioned and not forgeting the queen's!
Goodnight world! Ciao!
♥ love & blessings
16:21
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Give Thanks
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son (repeat)
And now let the weak say, 'I am strong'
Let the poor say, 'I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us' (repeat)
Give thanks
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son (repeat)
And now let the weak say, 'I am strong'
Let the poor say, 'I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us' (repeat)
Give thanks
♥ love & blessings
12:02
In Christ Alone
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself
In battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone, I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hands
But these trophies could not equal
To the grace, by which I stand
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace
I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness
To my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses
And to the glory of my Lord
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself
In battles won
For I've been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone, I overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hands
But these trophies could not equal
To the grace, by which I stand
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone will I glory
For only by His grace
I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness
To my need
Now I seek no greater honor
Than just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses
And to the glory of my Lord
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory
In the power of the cross
In every victory
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
Let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
♥ love & blessings
09:44
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
