Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Still am feeling very much the same and this post is full of whatsoever emotions.
Found out a really sad news from Ade before leavin for BOM. The golden model couple that we've following on their blog has broken up. Though I do not know them personally, really am rather affected by their decision. It's like... They've been the sweetest couple on earth. Am very sure it's not something that they wanted but when it happens, it happen. I am very sure both of them are not feeling any better either. Truly am sadden by the news but I do hope the both of them will get through it and find their happiness someday.
And the girl is a FSS. And I'm pretty sure many will have say the usual comments, infact, in the guy's new blog, he did mention that friends did forewarn him bout lettin her join the industry. Shrugs. It really is very sad to hear such comments, really. I mean there are indeed black sheeps within but not all. And yes, mindsets do change but it wont just because you join the airlines. Everybody grows, dont we? Are we suppose to stay in the same spot forever?
I am not defending, as much as I agree our mindsets change, it changes a whole lot. Can you imagine meeting different people with different mentality, personality, character and what's not each day and you've got to deal with it for hours or sometimes days? Isnt it only nature that we will learn along the way in dealin with them which eventually mould us stronger one way or another? And do I need to mention the fact bout being outstation, havin to deal with independance?
Really you will never know what it is like till you're in the shoe of the other. I dont mean to be all irritated by such comments but... everyone's mentality of steward and stewardess are nothing but glam, branded and more branded. You should really see the way we work. Yes we do play hard but we work hard too! It's a straightforward job no doubt but it's not exactly that simple either. Like how when I was tellin Ryan that he's damn unlucky always get such hectic flights, he replied, nvm atleast I work hard for my money. Indeed man! We work hard for our money!
I may sound like a sour grape or what's not but I truly had enough of all these joining SQ means breakin up, changing, materalistics, snobbish, ahhh the list just never ends. Experience it once, it's enough.
Ever since the breakup with Ber, I've heard plenty to finally give a piece of my mind now. I'm really sick and tired of explaining and infact, I dont see a need to. I'm pretty sure his side thinks the same way; I've found a better guy, find him not compatible, change of mindset, whatever! I just know the reason is not, that's good enough. I dont see the need of me explaining, as long as his own direct family knows why, is more than enough. I really dont care. Even my own cousins, dad's side asked the same thing when I told them we broke up. Really, WHATEVER!
Once and for all - The breakup is not something that I've expected, it was indeed a big blow to me, very huge blow. For all that knows, how much everything meant to me, how much I wanted it to work out. But things just aint improving, let along moving forward. I'm really tired, very tired. I honestly still do feel bad bout being firm with the decision but.... Im sorry but it was the last amount of strength I had. Really do not wish to drag it any further, any further to prevent even more hurt. The ones that I honestly feel the most let down are his siblings and mom esp his sis. For she had always treated me like her own and despite witnessing everything, she never fail to stand by me. I'm truly sorry. And no, Ber was good, no third party or whatsoever.
Period.
ps: I know somehow somewhere, there will be disagreement but it is just purely my own point of view, my own feelings, my own experience. You may have yours, but this aint a post for discussion.
Found out a really sad news from Ade before leavin for BOM. The golden model couple that we've following on their blog has broken up. Though I do not know them personally, really am rather affected by their decision. It's like... They've been the sweetest couple on earth. Am very sure it's not something that they wanted but when it happens, it happen. I am very sure both of them are not feeling any better either. Truly am sadden by the news but I do hope the both of them will get through it and find their happiness someday.
And the girl is a FSS. And I'm pretty sure many will have say the usual comments, infact, in the guy's new blog, he did mention that friends did forewarn him bout lettin her join the industry. Shrugs. It really is very sad to hear such comments, really. I mean there are indeed black sheeps within but not all. And yes, mindsets do change but it wont just because you join the airlines. Everybody grows, dont we? Are we suppose to stay in the same spot forever?
I am not defending, as much as I agree our mindsets change, it changes a whole lot. Can you imagine meeting different people with different mentality, personality, character and what's not each day and you've got to deal with it for hours or sometimes days? Isnt it only nature that we will learn along the way in dealin with them which eventually mould us stronger one way or another? And do I need to mention the fact bout being outstation, havin to deal with independance?
Really you will never know what it is like till you're in the shoe of the other. I dont mean to be all irritated by such comments but... everyone's mentality of steward and stewardess are nothing but glam, branded and more branded. You should really see the way we work. Yes we do play hard but we work hard too! It's a straightforward job no doubt but it's not exactly that simple either. Like how when I was tellin Ryan that he's damn unlucky always get such hectic flights, he replied, nvm atleast I work hard for my money. Indeed man! We work hard for our money!
I may sound like a sour grape or what's not but I truly had enough of all these joining SQ means breakin up, changing, materalistics, snobbish, ahhh the list just never ends. Experience it once, it's enough.
Ever since the breakup with Ber, I've heard plenty to finally give a piece of my mind now. I'm really sick and tired of explaining and infact, I dont see a need to. I'm pretty sure his side thinks the same way; I've found a better guy, find him not compatible, change of mindset, whatever! I just know the reason is not, that's good enough. I dont see the need of me explaining, as long as his own direct family knows why, is more than enough. I really dont care. Even my own cousins, dad's side asked the same thing when I told them we broke up. Really, WHATEVER!
Once and for all - The breakup is not something that I've expected, it was indeed a big blow to me, very huge blow. For all that knows, how much everything meant to me, how much I wanted it to work out. But things just aint improving, let along moving forward. I'm really tired, very tired. I honestly still do feel bad bout being firm with the decision but.... Im sorry but it was the last amount of strength I had. Really do not wish to drag it any further, any further to prevent even more hurt. The ones that I honestly feel the most let down are his siblings and mom esp his sis. For she had always treated me like her own and despite witnessing everything, she never fail to stand by me. I'm truly sorry. And no, Ber was good, no third party or whatsoever.
Period.
ps: I know somehow somewhere, there will be disagreement but it is just purely my own point of view, my own feelings, my own experience. You may have yours, but this aint a post for discussion.
♥ love & blessings
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All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
