Wednesday, April 30, 2008
All prep for work, only to realised I've got bout an hour or so bef I needa leave my house. Miscalculation!
Dubai
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Huge ass beautiful houses and estate!
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In the fourwheel drive, waiting.
The vast desert, it is awesome. The beauty of God's work.
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Esp like this pic, reminds me of the story of Footprints
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Met another set of crew at the desert
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My very nice boss and me
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GS Martin helpin me up for the slope was way so steep
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Saw camels on the way to the campsite
Campsite
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Dinner, buffet style
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Josh, our very thoughtful and skilful driver
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Pose only, never smoke, have no idea how it taste like
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The night ended with her dancing, boy was she good at shaking!
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Me, LSS Jennifer and GS Martin
Off to work!
♥ love & blessings
13:23
BKK turn was super rush but I like, sweet, short and sharp. Had a really good rest last night, been eons since I had one, slept from 6pm all the way till 9am with the occasional smses with Xiang. I'm really that tired, I'm still tired. Realised I havent slept much since my NRT/LAX even on my offdays, max bout 4hours each day. Could literally count the number of hours I slept at both stations, it was maddness!
Yesterday was full of coincidence.
1. Did a flight with two other crew whom I flew bef but just can't rem which flight
2. Bumped into Jonathan, this LS whom I did the ever fateful PVG-NKG flt. Surprisingly he still rememebers me! Speakin of which, my neckwarmer is still w him!
3. Highlight of the day: bumped into ADRIENNE!! Havent seen her since we graduated! Didnt manage to talk much cos I had to go for flight. Miss you very very much babe!
My first KUL turn later, pretty excited and worried for I've no idea what I'm to do since my work position is very much predictable. Wish me luck!
Yesterday was full of coincidence.
1. Did a flight with two other crew whom I flew bef but just can't rem which flight
2. Bumped into Jonathan, this LS whom I did the ever fateful PVG-NKG flt. Surprisingly he still rememebers me! Speakin of which, my neckwarmer is still w him!
3. Highlight of the day: bumped into ADRIENNE!! Havent seen her since we graduated! Didnt manage to talk much cos I had to go for flight. Miss you very very much babe!
My first KUL turn later, pretty excited and worried for I've no idea what I'm to do since my work position is very much predictable. Wish me luck!
And I so needa lose weight, been a long long while since I've hit the gym. Tmr hopefully!
♥ love & blessings
11:00
Monday, April 28, 2008
Went back for my review this afternoon, very pleased with my score and feedback from my ward leader. Am glad my hardwork paid off. Having said that, shall work even harder and hope everything goes smoothly till my probation clears! Very much lookin forward to 28 June 08!
Been quite awhile since I've really updated.
Friday 25.04.08
An impromtu party session by buddy and such coincidence, all of us were in town! Super long while since the four flowers partied together. It was AWESOME! Had so much fun, had so much drinks. I lost count on the number of drinks we had, that made us so high, without having to feel like puking. Thank God we didnt have Long Island, though Lambourgine-d with Amy darling. Think that was the drink that really made me go in circles. But we all had so much fun!
And thank you to darling Jeremy Tan, for checkin on me every now and then! My personal bodyguard in Zouk ehh! And of course, I have to thank my dearest bestie for askin him to take care of me! Thank you bestie!! =))
Was suppose to pass the gift but fatigue won him over. Despite the countless drinks, was still pretty much sober but still intoxicated, you get the drift. And guess it was that, that made me said somethings I wished and wished I didnt.
Met bestie for awhile before meetin the girls. Too bad she had exams otherwise she will be havin as much fun. When exams are over k babe!
Saturday 26.04.08
Nuahed at home to recover from the drinks the night before, before meetin mommmy for dinner together with mei over at Crystal Jade. Had very much wanted to treat but mom instead when dad's around. And we camwhored with my mom! Pictures when I have to blue tooth from mommy's hp.
Went over to Justin's after since he was cooking. Didnt eat though cept for the fondue. Oh how chocolate makes me happy! Had a really good long talk with Xiangxiang till bout 3plus at the busstop after leaving Justin's. Thanks for the invite Aow! =)
Sunday 27.04.08
Overslept and missed 8.30am service. Had initially wanted to miss Church totally when mom woke me at 10plus, am so very very glad I didnt! For service was good! Praise and worship was fabulous! Really felt the presence of God. Guessed throughout the service, He was speakin to me.
Been sitting with Xiao Fen, so glad to have the bond back after a super duper long hiatus. Meetin her for dinner really soon!
And my cousins are the sweetest thing on earth. Though I may be the eldest among them, they never fail to treat me like I'm the youngest, okay except when come to treating and washin of plates, haha. And they really never fail to make the effort to meet up. Like how, Darren kept tryin when I told him I've washed up n had my mask on and agreeing on meetin nearby for the convenience of me. How lovely! Met them anyway, with the promise of em treatin me and takin pictures! Hiak! Plus the sweetest msg I've ever gotten from Jason, it really cheered me up so much. Really am so thankful for them. Hugss
And btw Ong Shao, if you see this, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? Havent seen you online for a really long while. Studyin hard ehh? All the best for exams! Hang on!
Will post all pictures soon, super tired. Though Friday night's pictures are on Facebook. So many of them! Totalled to six albums! Hhaha. Was really camwhoring the whole night!
Alrighty, off to bed. Early morning reporting, pickup is even earlier. Though wished very much to be away, am glad this week are all turns. Same offdays but I know I must let go. Atleast something to look forward, MAMBO on Wednesday!
Goodnight world!
Been quite awhile since I've really updated.
Friday 25.04.08
An impromtu party session by buddy and such coincidence, all of us were in town! Super long while since the four flowers partied together. It was AWESOME! Had so much fun, had so much drinks. I lost count on the number of drinks we had, that made us so high, without having to feel like puking. Thank God we didnt have Long Island, though Lambourgine-d with Amy darling. Think that was the drink that really made me go in circles. But we all had so much fun!
And thank you to darling Jeremy Tan, for checkin on me every now and then! My personal bodyguard in Zouk ehh! And of course, I have to thank my dearest bestie for askin him to take care of me! Thank you bestie!! =))
Was suppose to pass the gift but fatigue won him over. Despite the countless drinks, was still pretty much sober but still intoxicated, you get the drift. And guess it was that, that made me said somethings I wished and wished I didnt.
Met bestie for awhile before meetin the girls. Too bad she had exams otherwise she will be havin as much fun. When exams are over k babe!
Saturday 26.04.08
Nuahed at home to recover from the drinks the night before, before meetin mommmy for dinner together with mei over at Crystal Jade. Had very much wanted to treat but mom instead when dad's around. And we camwhored with my mom! Pictures when I have to blue tooth from mommy's hp.
Went over to Justin's after since he was cooking. Didnt eat though cept for the fondue. Oh how chocolate makes me happy! Had a really good long talk with Xiangxiang till bout 3plus at the busstop after leaving Justin's. Thanks for the invite Aow! =)
Sunday 27.04.08
Overslept and missed 8.30am service. Had initially wanted to miss Church totally when mom woke me at 10plus, am so very very glad I didnt! For service was good! Praise and worship was fabulous! Really felt the presence of God. Guessed throughout the service, He was speakin to me.
Been sitting with Xiao Fen, so glad to have the bond back after a super duper long hiatus. Meetin her for dinner really soon!
And my cousins are the sweetest thing on earth. Though I may be the eldest among them, they never fail to treat me like I'm the youngest, okay except when come to treating and washin of plates, haha. And they really never fail to make the effort to meet up. Like how, Darren kept tryin when I told him I've washed up n had my mask on and agreeing on meetin nearby for the convenience of me. How lovely! Met them anyway, with the promise of em treatin me and takin pictures! Hiak! Plus the sweetest msg I've ever gotten from Jason, it really cheered me up so much. Really am so thankful for them. Hugss
And btw Ong Shao, if you see this, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? Havent seen you online for a really long while. Studyin hard ehh? All the best for exams! Hang on!
Will post all pictures soon, super tired. Though Friday night's pictures are on Facebook. So many of them! Totalled to six albums! Hhaha. Was really camwhoring the whole night!
Alrighty, off to bed. Early morning reporting, pickup is even earlier. Though wished very much to be away, am glad this week are all turns. Same offdays but I know I must let go. Atleast something to look forward, MAMBO on Wednesday!
Goodnight world!
It was really really good seeing you today, wished those moments would stay still, wished time would just stop or even better, hope it would last forever. And though it still hurts and I know I must let go and move on, that hope still lingers. Glad you like the gift, namely that very one. Really do hope you meant it.
Till our paths cross again, I am so going to miss you. Big hugss
♥ love & blessings
21:56
Sunday, April 27, 2008
26.4.2008
3:22 am
The twenty plus odd minutes phone call was something that made me really very happy, after not spoken to you for a long while. Yet on the contrary, that very part of the conversation made me more than just sad, I cant seem to find the right word to fit either.
It would be easier to let go, wouldnt it?
Wishful dream of mine, should have known right from the start.
3:22 am
The twenty plus odd minutes phone call was something that made me really very happy, after not spoken to you for a long while. Yet on the contrary, that very part of the conversation made me more than just sad, I cant seem to find the right word to fit either.
It would be easier to let go, wouldnt it?
Wishful dream of mine, should have known right from the start.
♥ love & blessings
20:50
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Typed a whole chunk, though it ended up deleted, the three words or make it five, summarised it all.
Miss you very very much.
Miss you very very much.
♥ love & blessings
00:25
Sunday, April 20, 2008
If I were to say I am not affected, I would be lying, big time! It affected me so very much. Didnt know how to react when I saw them. Regina would tell me I'm thinkin too much but it's a very fact. Isnt it?
There are a million, trillion, zillion questions running through my mind now, plenty of what if, only if, why and really WHY put me on that flight that very day. Was infact draggin myself for reporting on that fateful day. Why Lord, why? I dont want to doubt You, I dont. BUT why put me in such situation then and then now?
I want to keep my faith strong, I believe everything that He puts me through, He will bring me through it. I needa be of strong courage, needa be of good courage. Damn. This is really gettin tough.
The images cant stop flashin in my mind esp that very one. Lord, why? Really why, what went wrong? But pls help me, please! IT'S REALLY GETTIN VERY DIFFICULT, VERY ETREMELY....
=(((
There are a million, trillion, zillion questions running through my mind now, plenty of what if, only if, why and really WHY put me on that flight that very day. Was infact draggin myself for reporting on that fateful day. Why Lord, why? I dont want to doubt You, I dont. BUT why put me in such situation then and then now?
I want to keep my faith strong, I believe everything that He puts me through, He will bring me through it. I needa be of strong courage, needa be of good courage. Damn. This is really gettin tough.
The images cant stop flashin in my mind esp that very one. Lord, why? Really why, what went wrong? But pls help me, please! IT'S REALLY GETTIN VERY DIFFICULT, VERY ETREMELY....
=(((
♥ love & blessings
13:08
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Think my body clock is screwed. It's 4.46am now and I'm pretty much awake and am not plannin to sleep any time soon.
Might as well, since I'm headin LAX on Friday.
So much of plannin to hit the gym aft my hiatus.
Will gym when I get to NRT and LAX.
Duno how I'm goin to meet Regina tomorrow, or today. Very sure I'll be lookin like a zombie.
This is so random.
And you're still lingering within, no matter how hard I try.
Might as well, since I'm headin LAX on Friday.
So much of plannin to hit the gym aft my hiatus.
Will gym when I get to NRT and LAX.
Duno how I'm goin to meet Regina tomorrow, or today. Very sure I'll be lookin like a zombie.
This is so random.
And you're still lingering within, no matter how hard I try.
♥ love & blessings
04:46
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
The only consolation bout this sector is being able to work back on 77W, thankfully am trained on that fleet.
Coincidentally met Boy at control while reportin for working yest. And trust him not being able to recgonise me for he said I look different. Catch up during breakfast and I must say, it really was so good. After not seein your batchies for so long, even with a few sentences exchanged, will definitely bring warmth again.
Roster's out, must say planning has been kind to me though I will be back here again, my fourth, very soon with the same pattern. After which, it's BNE. Really am an aussie crew but really am more than willing to trade it for MEL or PER anytime! Oh well!
Coincidentally met Boy at control while reportin for working yest. And trust him not being able to recgonise me for he said I look different. Catch up during breakfast and I must say, it really was so good. After not seein your batchies for so long, even with a few sentences exchanged, will definitely bring warmth again.
Roster's out, must say planning has been kind to me though I will be back here again, my fourth, very soon with the same pattern. After which, it's BNE. Really am an aussie crew but really am more than willing to trade it for MEL or PER anytime! Oh well!
♥ love & blessings
12:34
Monday, April 14, 2008
At times like this, I really am so thankful for my job. For not only does it allow me to take my mind off for a very long time (due to work), the individual room entitled outstation, really allows me to dwell into my own world of thoughts, without any disturbance. And sometimes, maybe too much.
Remembered teasing you the nature of a barker boy, the usu thing they do to girls. Dont ask me why but even back then, deep inside, I just know you werent one.
Till today, I still choose not to believe, wants to believe and believes and trust very very much that you are not what they say barker boys are.
Going to hide under the comforter and hope sleep will take eveything away.
Remembered teasing you the nature of a barker boy, the usu thing they do to girls. Dont ask me why but even back then, deep inside, I just know you werent one.
Till today, I still choose not to believe, wants to believe and believes and trust very very much that you are not what they say barker boys are.
Going to hide under the comforter and hope sleep will take eveything away.
♥ love & blessings
22:33
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Am very much thankful for the 11h 50m duty time plus the medication that made me sleep to keep me sane, to keep me rational, atleast.
I really wouldnt have known how much I've fallen if this hasnt happened. I really duno to laugh or to cry. Even as I'm typing this, there's much running through my mind, there's so much I want to express but the only thing that can be registered is just how painfully sweet everything has gotten and how much hope I still carry though I jolly well know it's zilch.
Despite the times spent were that minimal, every moment of it was that special, that precious, that I wished so badly, time would have just stopped then.
Guess my hunch was right, I was simply thinking and reading into things too much, it truly was just my own wishful thinking. Besides, there was no proper beginning to start off with yet I know I've fallen deep withing. It's all my own wishful thinking.
Never will you be seeing this I guess but I just want to let it outta my chest..
Dearest 218, will never forget all the teasings behind that nick same goes to big name and how we derived them. Those and everything else were indeed sweet good memories. Though it was shortlived, you've really coloured my life so beautifully. You really made me so very happy, really made me smiled so much. Ur calls esp really never fail to put that megawatt smile on my face and those very sweet gestures of urs never fail to make me weak. This is so silly but even despite a tiring long flight, thinkin of you at my takeoff landin station, I could still smile that radiantly. To a point, once an IFS commented, everyone looks so tired, ure the one only still smiling! You really made me a very happy girl, or lady so to speak. Remember the conversation we had bout you wanting to get a car of ur own and you mentioned sending me to work but I simply brushed it off? Deep down inside, I really believed very much what you've said and even then and that, I was really over the moon. And you know, what I told you bout the MEL msg, I truly meant it. It was really so sweet of you, I couldnt even rest on the bus though I was super shacked but man, you never know how uber happy I was!
And I've never told you this before, you're really an encouragement to me at work, for u never fail to cheer me up when I tell u how bad certain flights were and u will keep reminding me "aizai aizai, dont kancheong, be more confident". Though they prolly wouldnt mean anything to you but those words were and will always be so assuring and comforting to me esp when work gets busy, it just keeps me going. And uve prolly forgotten, the method u taught me bout safety checks, have been doin them the day u taught me.
It was really so good to see you wear the tees and neckwarmer, really made my day when I saw them personally and in pictures. Had always ponder if you would ever use them. Certainly do hope u'll continue wearing them and do hope, the lip balm came in handy too.
Thank you very much for everything. And hey, sorry if my sorry(s) has been a prob! I really meant them alright. Honestly very badly wished things wld work out fine but.. It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. Though things hasnt reached that stage but the meaning is somewhat there, cant find anything close in description.
Blessed birthday in advance! Had very much wanted to make our asus joke materialise but guess it wouldnt be as appropriate now. Please do take very good care and esp of your old ailments, God bless and safe flights always.
Doubt you remembered but every word I told you at NKG was true and if you would know me well enough, i hope, u will understand my actions then.
Never thought I would tell you this but big name, uve really got me fallen so deeply. I sure am going to miss you very very much. Hugss.
XOXO
I really wouldnt have known how much I've fallen if this hasnt happened. I really duno to laugh or to cry. Even as I'm typing this, there's much running through my mind, there's so much I want to express but the only thing that can be registered is just how painfully sweet everything has gotten and how much hope I still carry though I jolly well know it's zilch.
Despite the times spent were that minimal, every moment of it was that special, that precious, that I wished so badly, time would have just stopped then.
Guess my hunch was right, I was simply thinking and reading into things too much, it truly was just my own wishful thinking. Besides, there was no proper beginning to start off with yet I know I've fallen deep withing. It's all my own wishful thinking.
Never will you be seeing this I guess but I just want to let it outta my chest..
Dearest 218, will never forget all the teasings behind that nick same goes to big name and how we derived them. Those and everything else were indeed sweet good memories. Though it was shortlived, you've really coloured my life so beautifully. You really made me so very happy, really made me smiled so much. Ur calls esp really never fail to put that megawatt smile on my face and those very sweet gestures of urs never fail to make me weak. This is so silly but even despite a tiring long flight, thinkin of you at my takeoff landin station, I could still smile that radiantly. To a point, once an IFS commented, everyone looks so tired, ure the one only still smiling! You really made me a very happy girl, or lady so to speak. Remember the conversation we had bout you wanting to get a car of ur own and you mentioned sending me to work but I simply brushed it off? Deep down inside, I really believed very much what you've said and even then and that, I was really over the moon. And you know, what I told you bout the MEL msg, I truly meant it. It was really so sweet of you, I couldnt even rest on the bus though I was super shacked but man, you never know how uber happy I was!
And I've never told you this before, you're really an encouragement to me at work, for u never fail to cheer me up when I tell u how bad certain flights were and u will keep reminding me "aizai aizai, dont kancheong, be more confident". Though they prolly wouldnt mean anything to you but those words were and will always be so assuring and comforting to me esp when work gets busy, it just keeps me going. And uve prolly forgotten, the method u taught me bout safety checks, have been doin them the day u taught me.
It was really so good to see you wear the tees and neckwarmer, really made my day when I saw them personally and in pictures. Had always ponder if you would ever use them. Certainly do hope u'll continue wearing them and do hope, the lip balm came in handy too.
Thank you very much for everything. And hey, sorry if my sorry(s) has been a prob! I really meant them alright. Honestly very badly wished things wld work out fine but.. It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. Though things hasnt reached that stage but the meaning is somewhat there, cant find anything close in description.
Blessed birthday in advance! Had very much wanted to make our asus joke materialise but guess it wouldnt be as appropriate now. Please do take very good care and esp of your old ailments, God bless and safe flights always.
Doubt you remembered but every word I told you at NKG was true and if you would know me well enough, i hope, u will understand my actions then.
Never thought I would tell you this but big name, uve really got me fallen so deeply. I sure am going to miss you very very much. Hugss.
XOXO
♥ love & blessings
15:34
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Feeling super duper weak. Havent fell so sick since eons. And it isnt helping very much with the unsettling thought within. I know I must trust the Mighty One above and not doubt but me being me, I really cannot help think bout it, over and over again.
Really it's hard to let go, so hard.
Wished so much when the phone rings, it's you that's calling.
Really it's hard to let go, so hard.
Wished so much when the phone rings, it's you that's calling.
♥ love & blessings
18:47
Lesson learnt in Paris. Am not going to commit the same old mistake. So much of tryin to be nice, only to be given back in such, and no, it's not that I was askin nor expectin anything in return. I'm sorry for being straightfwd and havin to think twice (or even thrice or more) now before doin that favour.
Alright off to sleep, my medication is kickin in.
"Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart, all you who hope in the Lord" Psalm 31:24
Alright off to sleep, my medication is kickin in.
"Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart, all you who hope in the Lord" Psalm 31:24
♥ love & blessings
13:41
Indeed a picture paints a thousand words. So much memories were brought back as I looked through folders after folders of pictures. Really glad to have captured those wonderful memories, really had a good laugh at some of them too. Wanted to post em up but there are way too many and I really duno which to post. Memories will always stay. Thank you to each ONE of you who has coloured my life =)
And I found a picture of a rainbow! I will see one soon, I know I will! Ong Shao was askin if I've fetish over em, haha, no I dont. They are just unexpected sights that really brighten my day when I see one. And truly, it more than just a rainbow now.
Anyway, pictures of the girls over at my place on Friday night and a super overdued picture with Xiang and Aow after my training days. You can tell how much Aow was entertaining Xiang and I.
And I found a picture of a rainbow! I will see one soon, I know I will! Ong Shao was askin if I've fetish over em, haha, no I dont. They are just unexpected sights that really brighten my day when I see one. And truly, it more than just a rainbow now.
Anyway, pictures of the girls over at my place on Friday night and a super overdued picture with Xiang and Aow after my training days. You can tell how much Aow was entertaining Xiang and I.
Had wanted to see the doc this afternoon, only to realise I needed to present my staff pass for if I would to pay, my claim will not be guranteed. How smart can I get! My cough seriously is eating my energy. Was super lethargic the whole day cos I was coughing non stop, no kidding and the cough is giving me a headache too!
Giving the gym a miss this week, I'm way too tired and sick.
Meeting the girls tmr!
♥ love & blessings
00:20
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Buddy was suppose to be here with me here at PER now but her voice is no far better than mine, worse infact! It's so funny how both of us can be down with such lost of voice at the same time! Buddies indeed! Buddy, next flight soon tgt k? Pls take very good care yea? Hugss.
My voice is really so husky, infact I cant really speak. Like I've always said, God loves me, He really do! I was worried sick bout havin to report for work with my current state yet I do not want to report sick cos I know I'm still perfectly well cept for the voice, besides, we were already down by two crew when I checked and I do not want to make it three, makin life diff for the others. But oh well, God truly is so good! He gave me a very nice set of crew to work with, the crew cldnt stop disturbing me and my very nice GS even went up to Jclass to get honey and prepared honey lemon for me, how touched! Plus I had very nice and understanding pax on my way up. Amen! Thank you Jesus! =)
Met Dicko and Ray together with their classmate after their paper, who brought me to this really beautiful place for dinner. Like I was tellin Ah Liang, the place looked so much like his yatch club, where he celebrated his 21st. It was so good and nice to see them once again! It's been like so long since I've last seen them. And what is really heartwarmin is the fact that despite them being Ber's friends, close friends and knowin we are no longer together, they still treated me the same as before and even better! Hah! Could still talk so comfortably with Ah Liang, confiding in each other and what's not and disturbing each other! Really shared with him so much! Ray as usu, the same old Ray. May not have known him as long as I knew Ah Liang but he is ever still so nice, willing to lend me his jacket cos it was pretty windy. Thank you very very very much guys for takin care of me, though it's only a night! Really appreciate it. Sure am gg to miss you all and dont forget our pact when ure back!
Am glad finally managed to pluck the courage to mentioned bout the msg. Amongst the three replies, the last definitely made me happy. You know, as much as I really hope everything works out, I really dare not think bout it. Everything seemed to be fading somehow and it's no doubt sad, really sad. Have I and am I thinkin too much? I really cant help but agree what Jeremy Tan niaoed at me on Sat. Like he puts it, I'm sucha stupid girl in such matters but he also said he cant blame me cos I havent been in the scene for seven years! Haha. How comforting. Then again.. Lord pls show me signs, good or bad, show them to me can?
Or better still, can you show me instead? No no, I'm bad at readin signs, can you tell me instead? Really, good or bad. I'm sucha noob, am I not!!?! Noob plus coward! For I really dare not think bout it. Expectation only leads to disappointment? No? I duno! I really dare not to.
Really should learn from my sister, have faith in the One above.
Am I falling or fallen? I know the answer too well now, last Friday night was a confirmation.
My voice is really so husky, infact I cant really speak. Like I've always said, God loves me, He really do! I was worried sick bout havin to report for work with my current state yet I do not want to report sick cos I know I'm still perfectly well cept for the voice, besides, we were already down by two crew when I checked and I do not want to make it three, makin life diff for the others. But oh well, God truly is so good! He gave me a very nice set of crew to work with, the crew cldnt stop disturbing me and my very nice GS even went up to Jclass to get honey and prepared honey lemon for me, how touched! Plus I had very nice and understanding pax on my way up. Amen! Thank you Jesus! =)
Met Dicko and Ray together with their classmate after their paper, who brought me to this really beautiful place for dinner. Like I was tellin Ah Liang, the place looked so much like his yatch club, where he celebrated his 21st. It was so good and nice to see them once again! It's been like so long since I've last seen them. And what is really heartwarmin is the fact that despite them being Ber's friends, close friends and knowin we are no longer together, they still treated me the same as before and even better! Hah! Could still talk so comfortably with Ah Liang, confiding in each other and what's not and disturbing each other! Really shared with him so much! Ray as usu, the same old Ray. May not have known him as long as I knew Ah Liang but he is ever still so nice, willing to lend me his jacket cos it was pretty windy. Thank you very very very much guys for takin care of me, though it's only a night! Really appreciate it. Sure am gg to miss you all and dont forget our pact when ure back!
Am glad finally managed to pluck the courage to mentioned bout the msg. Amongst the three replies, the last definitely made me happy. You know, as much as I really hope everything works out, I really dare not think bout it. Everything seemed to be fading somehow and it's no doubt sad, really sad. Have I and am I thinkin too much? I really cant help but agree what Jeremy Tan niaoed at me on Sat. Like he puts it, I'm sucha stupid girl in such matters but he also said he cant blame me cos I havent been in the scene for seven years! Haha. How comforting. Then again.. Lord pls show me signs, good or bad, show them to me can?
Or better still, can you show me instead? No no, I'm bad at readin signs, can you tell me instead? Really, good or bad. I'm sucha noob, am I not!!?! Noob plus coward! For I really dare not think bout it. Expectation only leads to disappointment? No? I duno! I really dare not to.
Really should learn from my sister, have faith in the One above.
Am I falling or fallen? I know the answer too well now, last Friday night was a confirmation.
♥ love & blessings
11:23
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Stubborn as I can get. Monday when I was out with bestie, was already showing signs of fallin sick but just didnt take any medication plus slept really late despite knowin I've to be up early. And ate biscuits after biscuits in DXB for I really didnt know where to tabao. Came back coughing really badly, lost my voice somehow. Already havin probs talkin, I still indulged myself with chocolate donuts, chocolate ice cream and even chocolates! So much of takin care of myself, so much of ensuring I dont fall sick. Now, I can only pray I recover quickly for flight on Monday.
Had my dearest girls over last night. All smiley =) Did a lil talkin bef concussing for we were all super tired. We really slept a lot, slept till bout one plus before having brunch brought to us by dearest Jeremy. They seriously never fail to make so happy, never fail to ensure how much I'm being loved and cared by them. Thank you! And to the ever wonderful boyfriend to all of us (bestie, thank you for sharing too! haha), Jeremy Tan, a huge BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!
Am very happy to know he is happy with his lappie. He looked like a happy kid who got his sweets when I passed him his laptop. His expression was priceless. Even I also dont know how to describe. But it was comfortingly nice. Hahah. Could tell he was excited. Was tellin me how much he just felt like stayin home to explore it! Hope he is really happy!
And I got to see how that big buy looked in his room =) Couldnt be any more happier for that many minutes spent in his humble nest, or so he puts it. Thank you Daddy! =))
And all these would not have happened without the help of dear buddy, Jason and Candy help! Really from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!!! I truly appreciate each of ur effort very very very much! Really really am very thankful!! And I'm equally so sorry for the trouble caused! Esp to buddy and Jason! Man, I really dont know how to thank you guys enough! Really THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
So need to remove that splint outta my thumb, it's givin me so much trouble esp at work!
Church! Goodnight world!
Had my dearest girls over last night. All smiley =) Did a lil talkin bef concussing for we were all super tired. We really slept a lot, slept till bout one plus before having brunch brought to us by dearest Jeremy. They seriously never fail to make so happy, never fail to ensure how much I'm being loved and cared by them. Thank you! And to the ever wonderful boyfriend to all of us (bestie, thank you for sharing too! haha), Jeremy Tan, a huge BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!
Am very happy to know he is happy with his lappie. He looked like a happy kid who got his sweets when I passed him his laptop. His expression was priceless. Even I also dont know how to describe. But it was comfortingly nice. Hahah. Could tell he was excited. Was tellin me how much he just felt like stayin home to explore it! Hope he is really happy!
And I got to see how that big buy looked in his room =) Couldnt be any more happier for that many minutes spent in his humble nest, or so he puts it. Thank you Daddy! =))
And all these would not have happened without the help of dear buddy, Jason and Candy help! Really from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!!! I truly appreciate each of ur effort very very very much! Really really am very thankful!! And I'm equally so sorry for the trouble caused! Esp to buddy and Jason! Man, I really dont know how to thank you guys enough! Really THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!
So need to remove that splint outta my thumb, it's givin me so much trouble esp at work!
Church! Goodnight world!
♥ love & blessings
00:31
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Melbourne with the QUEEN!
Clubbing at EVE
It was a crazy night, babe and I were totally high, laughing and giggling to almost everything. Drinking was like free flow, infact it was! Other than the shots that I was conned into buyin for Joshua and Jarrod, haha. Was big time nagged by the queen after, haha. And the shot was oh-my-goodness! But it was good, very good!
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Think this drink is damn cool! It's like Lamborghini but the fire is set in ur mouth!
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Ulynn's very gone friend, Joshua, it was damn hilarious!
After a night of partying, dearest queen brought me to Victoria Market for breakfast and grocery shopping. Nuahed awhile at her place, which I forgot to take pictures (again!) before heading to Chapel Street to shop. Was super stone the whole day!
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Dearest brought me to this cafe with the intention to try their Nutella Crepe but they didnt have it anymore. Has their Chocolate Fudge Cake, it was nonetheless, heavenly! It was so good!
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Dont rem what we were talkin bout that made her so happy!
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Chocolate never fail to satisfy me!
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Good isnt it?!
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Didnt have much time till check out so we TB food back after heading to Cole's. That's fattening fries with mayo and BBQ sauce, oh so delicious churos and it's dark chocolate dip and freakin expensive salad from Subway.
And Melbourne would be any other Aussie station if not for my dearest Queen!
Thank you so very much sweetie for every single little thing that happened at MEL. The sleep over, being totally intoxicated, stonning the next morning, giggling at nonsense, girly talk and more so imptly your company. I truly enjoyed myself very very much! Love you loads queen! THANK YOU! More Melbourne flights!! Love you very very very so much! Big hugss!
♥ love & blessings
16:00
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
