Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Buddy was suppose to be here with me here at PER now but her voice is no far better than mine, worse infact! It's so funny how both of us can be down with such lost of voice at the same time! Buddies indeed! Buddy, next flight soon tgt k? Pls take very good care yea? Hugss.
My voice is really so husky, infact I cant really speak. Like I've always said, God loves me, He really do! I was worried sick bout havin to report for work with my current state yet I do not want to report sick cos I know I'm still perfectly well cept for the voice, besides, we were already down by two crew when I checked and I do not want to make it three, makin life diff for the others. But oh well, God truly is so good! He gave me a very nice set of crew to work with, the crew cldnt stop disturbing me and my very nice GS even went up to Jclass to get honey and prepared honey lemon for me, how touched! Plus I had very nice and understanding pax on my way up. Amen! Thank you Jesus! =)
Met Dicko and Ray together with their classmate after their paper, who brought me to this really beautiful place for dinner. Like I was tellin Ah Liang, the place looked so much like his yatch club, where he celebrated his 21st. It was so good and nice to see them once again! It's been like so long since I've last seen them. And what is really heartwarmin is the fact that despite them being Ber's friends, close friends and knowin we are no longer together, they still treated me the same as before and even better! Hah! Could still talk so comfortably with Ah Liang, confiding in each other and what's not and disturbing each other! Really shared with him so much! Ray as usu, the same old Ray. May not have known him as long as I knew Ah Liang but he is ever still so nice, willing to lend me his jacket cos it was pretty windy. Thank you very very very much guys for takin care of me, though it's only a night! Really appreciate it. Sure am gg to miss you all and dont forget our pact when ure back!
Am glad finally managed to pluck the courage to mentioned bout the msg. Amongst the three replies, the last definitely made me happy. You know, as much as I really hope everything works out, I really dare not think bout it. Everything seemed to be fading somehow and it's no doubt sad, really sad. Have I and am I thinkin too much? I really cant help but agree what Jeremy Tan niaoed at me on Sat. Like he puts it, I'm sucha stupid girl in such matters but he also said he cant blame me cos I havent been in the scene for seven years! Haha. How comforting. Then again.. Lord pls show me signs, good or bad, show them to me can?
Or better still, can you show me instead? No no, I'm bad at readin signs, can you tell me instead? Really, good or bad. I'm sucha noob, am I not!!?! Noob plus coward! For I really dare not think bout it. Expectation only leads to disappointment? No? I duno! I really dare not to.
Really should learn from my sister, have faith in the One above.
Am I falling or fallen? I know the answer too well now, last Friday night was a confirmation.
My voice is really so husky, infact I cant really speak. Like I've always said, God loves me, He really do! I was worried sick bout havin to report for work with my current state yet I do not want to report sick cos I know I'm still perfectly well cept for the voice, besides, we were already down by two crew when I checked and I do not want to make it three, makin life diff for the others. But oh well, God truly is so good! He gave me a very nice set of crew to work with, the crew cldnt stop disturbing me and my very nice GS even went up to Jclass to get honey and prepared honey lemon for me, how touched! Plus I had very nice and understanding pax on my way up. Amen! Thank you Jesus! =)
Met Dicko and Ray together with their classmate after their paper, who brought me to this really beautiful place for dinner. Like I was tellin Ah Liang, the place looked so much like his yatch club, where he celebrated his 21st. It was so good and nice to see them once again! It's been like so long since I've last seen them. And what is really heartwarmin is the fact that despite them being Ber's friends, close friends and knowin we are no longer together, they still treated me the same as before and even better! Hah! Could still talk so comfortably with Ah Liang, confiding in each other and what's not and disturbing each other! Really shared with him so much! Ray as usu, the same old Ray. May not have known him as long as I knew Ah Liang but he is ever still so nice, willing to lend me his jacket cos it was pretty windy. Thank you very very very much guys for takin care of me, though it's only a night! Really appreciate it. Sure am gg to miss you all and dont forget our pact when ure back!
Am glad finally managed to pluck the courage to mentioned bout the msg. Amongst the three replies, the last definitely made me happy. You know, as much as I really hope everything works out, I really dare not think bout it. Everything seemed to be fading somehow and it's no doubt sad, really sad. Have I and am I thinkin too much? I really cant help but agree what Jeremy Tan niaoed at me on Sat. Like he puts it, I'm sucha stupid girl in such matters but he also said he cant blame me cos I havent been in the scene for seven years! Haha. How comforting. Then again.. Lord pls show me signs, good or bad, show them to me can?
Or better still, can you show me instead? No no, I'm bad at readin signs, can you tell me instead? Really, good or bad. I'm sucha noob, am I not!!?! Noob plus coward! For I really dare not think bout it. Expectation only leads to disappointment? No? I duno! I really dare not to.
Really should learn from my sister, have faith in the One above.
Am I falling or fallen? I know the answer too well now, last Friday night was a confirmation.
♥ love & blessings
11:23
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
