Friday, May 16, 2008
Did what I suppose was the most courageous thing I tot I would ever do for I've never did it bef. But I've kept it long and hard within and I really can take it no more. Believe very much it will cause an extraordinary huge awkwardness and definitely widen the humongous gap btw but really I cant contain it anymore. I really need to let it out, I really want to know.
And with the very first strength keyed onto the enter button, I know there's no turnin back.
Lord, you said, if You're for me, no one else can be against me. You said, everything if I asked in prayer and with faith, You will grant it. And now Lord, I just ask of You please to keep me strong in faith, keep me going no matter how tough it will get for I know I am so going to be so weak emotionally. And Lord, please watch over him too that You will bless and guide him and grant him serenity within too.
As for the unsettling prob at work, Lord, You know how hard I've work, how much effort I've put in. Lord, I really dun want to be extended, I really dont want that mark within my record. Lord, I really am just leavin it to you and ask that You please give me the will and energy to continue each flt and not dread it as how I am now please.
Thank you for not giving me up Lord, thank you. And I am truly sorry for being so weak. Please give me time. I love you Lord, I really do. Amen.
And to all of you, thank you too. I really appreciate it very much from the bottom of my heart. I know I'm utterly heart wrecked within but I will stand again. Please give me time.
And with the very first strength keyed onto the enter button, I know there's no turnin back.
Lord, you said, if You're for me, no one else can be against me. You said, everything if I asked in prayer and with faith, You will grant it. And now Lord, I just ask of You please to keep me strong in faith, keep me going no matter how tough it will get for I know I am so going to be so weak emotionally. And Lord, please watch over him too that You will bless and guide him and grant him serenity within too.
As for the unsettling prob at work, Lord, You know how hard I've work, how much effort I've put in. Lord, I really dun want to be extended, I really dont want that mark within my record. Lord, I really am just leavin it to you and ask that You please give me the will and energy to continue each flt and not dread it as how I am now please.
Thank you for not giving me up Lord, thank you. And I am truly sorry for being so weak. Please give me time. I love you Lord, I really do. Amen.
And to all of you, thank you too. I really appreciate it very much from the bottom of my heart. I know I'm utterly heart wrecked within but I will stand again. Please give me time.
♥ love & blessings
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All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
