Thursday, May 01, 2008
Someone once told me, I should fight for my own happiness, for happiness is in my own hands. I fought for seven years, fought hard but. This time round, I know I fought even harder, for I did things which I never think I even would esp given, knowing you for that while. Yet despite it all, I really have no idea when and how, I've fallen so badly and deeply. I've done whatever I've could, I really did my very best, my utmost best. It's time to let go, time to give up BUT it's so difficult to. I'm really tired, really really tired. I really dont want to fight, no more.
Very truly disappointed but am infact in no position to. Really hurt yet again, who am I to feel that way. Utterly upset but do you even give a damn? Totally a fool I am, I know.
Wishful dream of mine, so very wishful on my end, babe, it's really time to let go. I'm really hurting so badly inside,it's so very very pain, very extremely unbearable.
Ryan, you've really got me fallen so badly deep, till it's so hard to let go.
Very truly disappointed but am infact in no position to. Really hurt yet again, who am I to feel that way. Utterly upset but do you even give a damn? Totally a fool I am, I know.
Wishful dream of mine, so very wishful on my end, babe, it's really time to let go. I'm really hurting so badly inside,it's so very very pain, very extremely unbearable.
Ryan, you've really got me fallen so badly deep, till it's so hard to let go.
♥ love & blessings
06:29
All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
