Simply Blessed

Monday, May 19, 2008

Sunday dinner at Gramps' as always. Really love and miss homecook food.

Catch up with the cousins after, while they ended their work, at our usu hangout. An impromptu decision to run while sitting there listenin to my two dearest cousins reminisce bout their sec sch heroic act. Just needed so badly to be alone and to sweat it all out.

With the boys

Hardly do I manage such clear picture with this emperor!

Younger than me but never fail to send me to my doorstep! Thank you!!

My drink for the night with them

It's been a long while since I've ran outdoor. What suppose to be the usu path, lead me to Braddell and then to Bishan. Wanted to cover much further but had to do an earlier detour as mei's hp decided to die on me.

And my shower sure is cranky. Days when I want a hot shower, it gives me cold and when I want a cold shower, it gives me the direct opposite. Dangs! But any old how, sure feels good after a run and a shower and now sitting here in my room alone with the aircon switched on and waitin for my mask to dry.

Today's very much a fulfillin day. Despite the min rest upon touched down, managed to crawl outta bed for service, though I was tryin to stay awake the whole time. Went down to Sim Lim after to grab something before walkin to Wisma to meet Nicole. Coincidentally met a pax, not on my flt though, who asked for directions, he walked from InterContinnental to town! I was really amazed by him. Lunched, caught up, shopped and tea-ed bef Claud and Alex joined us. And it's really comfortin to know we'll be meetin up again bef the month ends. And thank you so much for ur care darlings!

Before Xiang and Alex came..

Nic pro touching up

Picture tgt!

Tea at Han's and my much needed caffeine dosage to fight the heavy eyelids!

He just simply wouldnt smile with his teeth!

But so willing with them! Hmmps! Haha

And group picture, in the middle of nowhere!
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As buddy and I concluded, when two sad souls are put tgt, they do crazy things! What meant to be our chocolate fondue date, which I've been cravin since forever, which we had, we went on an impromptu K-ing upon hearing Jay Chou's song. Sang from seven to eleven at TPY Kbox before continuing again from one in the morn to five at Bugis. Crazy eh?

What's more crazy would be the most dumb-mest, craziest, stupidest thing we two could agree on doin, knowing how much we shouldnt for we both felt the ache so badly after!

Buddies indeed! And nobody will fit to the t as buddy would, to do the silliest act without having to feel embarrassed!

Sinful but yummy-licious much craved chocolate fondue

Our crazy impromptu decision

Love you very very much buddy!
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Lovely sister of mine dated me the day before my SYD nightstop. Caught Made of Honour at J8 after dinner at MOS. Thinkin of it, havent caught a movie since the last time with him, long while. While she slept like half way through the movie, I teared at many scenes. Reminded of you every now and then. And believe that's the reason that made me held no more.

The rascal I totally hearts!
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Met Lynnette at SYD who's on a seven weeks long holiday, accompanyin her bf who's studyin there. How sweet!

And as she puts it, in SIN dont meet, only go overseas then meet. How true! Haha. But it's really so long since we've met, like since graduation?! Miss you babe!

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Still do have a lot in mind, so many questions, so many doubts, so many if only, so many this and that. Wished so much it would be as easy as you said to move on. If only. And hate definitely is not in my dictionary. So please dont ask me to. And dont talk bout being hurt for the scar has already been inflicted, deep, much deeper than you and I can imagine. Shattered. Move on, lead a blessed life, I want to too but it's so VERY EXTREMELY difficult. Really question myself again and again, just where are my imperfections. Im way toooo sceptical bout anything now. But I do hope that you'll lead a blessed life urself too and not give up your dreams.

Letting you go is tough, forgetting you is way worse.

My Rev and others think I'm happy, if only. Like once a big boss once mentioned, life is just like a stage. Indeed it is, for the show has began. Everything is a facade.
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Meeting Regina darling tomorrow, later to be accurate to have our nails done and another round of K at Bugis when buddy touches down. Miss them plenty! Yes though I know buddy and I has been meeting lately. Cant get enough of them!

This is a really looooong post. It's five am! Bed time!

I'm tired too.

♥ love & blessings
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All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey