Thursday, August 28, 2008
Though it was a mere half an hour, it felt so good to sweat it out. Guess working out is still the best way to keep the mind off.
I miss my silly darling boyfriend.
Promised and finally learnt how to be back independent, even w e intention of tellin darling we'll communicate thru the net but only to discover the internet connection at both stations are sky high, phone calls needless to say, outer space rocket! Baby said can still call but knowing myself, I will find it so hard to hang up and silly him will give in. Since will have to pay somehow, might as welll get the connection.
Want very much to be as bef, strong and independent but each time I have to be away esp on such pattern, cant help but go weak, very weak. Apart from not being able to see baby for the longest time and I honestly do feel so bad for him. For half the time, I'm not around for him at all; this is way worse than being in a long distance relationship. We've talked bout it bef and baby never fails to assure me yet he still encourages and supports me, feeling even worse. But I know we will go through it together as promised :)
Dont think u rem but our conversation bef I went for briefing made me smile, so widely. It certainly was, so assuring :)
The screen was showing some channel I selected, touch was playing song I chose but my mind was at neither. Was thinking nothing in particular cept silly, other than that, was just stoning away. One third of the time, my eyes were closed. I think I'm tired, very tired.
And I know this is so super random and shldnt be here but I dun care. Think my boobs are shrinking, oh no! Rem Amy told me aft not seeing her for so long. Oh no! Shall ask the girls when I see them on Wed. Oh no!!
No matter the distance
I'll stay on the road to your heart
I miss you.
Same Side of the Moon
Fly Away, Corrinne May
I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
Fly Away, Corrinne May
I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I miss my silly darling boyfriend.
Promised and finally learnt how to be back independent, even w e intention of tellin darling we'll communicate thru the net but only to discover the internet connection at both stations are sky high, phone calls needless to say, outer space rocket! Baby said can still call but knowing myself, I will find it so hard to hang up and silly him will give in. Since will have to pay somehow, might as welll get the connection.
Want very much to be as bef, strong and independent but each time I have to be away esp on such pattern, cant help but go weak, very weak. Apart from not being able to see baby for the longest time and I honestly do feel so bad for him. For half the time, I'm not around for him at all; this is way worse than being in a long distance relationship. We've talked bout it bef and baby never fails to assure me yet he still encourages and supports me, feeling even worse. But I know we will go through it together as promised :)
Dont think u rem but our conversation bef I went for briefing made me smile, so widely. It certainly was, so assuring :)
The screen was showing some channel I selected, touch was playing song I chose but my mind was at neither. Was thinking nothing in particular cept silly, other than that, was just stoning away. One third of the time, my eyes were closed. I think I'm tired, very tired.
And I know this is so super random and shldnt be here but I dun care. Think my boobs are shrinking, oh no! Rem Amy told me aft not seeing her for so long. Oh no! Shall ask the girls when I see them on Wed. Oh no!!
No matter the distance
I'll stay on the road to your heart
I miss you.
♥ love & blessings
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All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey
